Hello Asanima. I do understand your line of reasoning and reservation regarding Christianity. Before I believed in Jesus, my thinking was similar to your thinking Asanima. Almost an identical perspective on Christianity, which was no different really, to any other religion at its core. A religion of faith, a fable promoted by people that have been taught the fable from a young age. An attempt to soften the sharpness of life itself by believing in a world beyond our own. All I was after was the proof, show me the proof then I will believe. Practical, tangible evidence, not belief or fables. I will tell you Asanima what changed my life, why I became a covert. A friend of mine was converting to Christianity and I had to tolerate his conversations about Christianity. Very annoying and frivolous conversations, his knowledge base concerning Christianity was sadly lacking. Knowing that my friend was somewhat gullible, I asked for a copy of the Bible. I will read the Bible myself and this I thought would be a simple process of exposing the logical flaws and false claims in such an old fable. A fable of blind faith, sacraments and rituals, bereft of sound logic, a religion for the lesser folk. After a few weeks of reading this ancient text, I started to regret my decision to start reading the Christian Bible. I was not prepared at all for the information that the pages of the New Testament contained. There were no obvious errors in the text, nor, was the New Testament what I thought it would be. It obviously was a far more complex narration than I had been led to believe. I had to dig much deeper into the text, there must be logical flaws. There must be fictional characters, miracles that were not really miracles, scientific ignorance, I found none of this. I read on and on, deeply thinking about what I was reading. No one I knew had read the Bible, this was both an adventure and a time of discovery. It was not long before I became deeply troubled about the issue of a judgement day for all mankind. So I started researching material on Christianity, all I ever read were opinions, hypothesis and theories. No one had any proof, no substantial refutation of Christianity. In fact no one had any real idea whether the Christ was who He claimed to be. It was in the end, just pure hypothesis and opinion on their behalf. Most people I discussed Christianity with have never even read the Bible. I became one of a small percentage of people that have actually read the Bible itself. I was not impressed at all by humanity, this Bible was making profound claims about life. No one it seems had addressed this book, was anyone taking its claims seriously. This I found disturbing! To cut a long story short, I went to a church and asked a minister about Christinity. I wanted to become a follower, as an insurance policy against a possible judgement day. I am not a gambler by nature, so I had to minimise the risk. They gave me the Gospel and prayed over me, very unsettling I must say. The minister said "you cannot become a Christian until you believe in Jesus, we do not sell insurance policies". So I returned to the Bible to identify the Christ, who was He? This seemed to be the very heart of the Bible itself. I desperatly needed to identfy the Christ to access the insurance policy against a judgement day. What I found was a fellow who spoke from the past, the present and the future, as if time was irrevalent. Jesus fulfilled prohecy and gave prophecy at the same time. These miracles that Jesus performed were beyond impressive, Jesus raised a dead person for heavens sake. Time, distance, the laws of nature, even human authority were irrevalent to Jesus. This guy had a mission it seemed, that no one else even understood. I had been reading the N.T for over a year when I stumbled upon a revelation that pushed me from unbelief to belief. Jesus was not involved in a self promotion exercise, Jesus did not perform miracles to impress people. No, No, Jesus had one objective and only one objective. Jesus was born to die, a brutal death for the sake of those He loved. Jesus had to shed His own blood to reconcile humanity to Himself. God on a mission, to save that which is lost, us. It was not long before I crossed from the fable of my own fictional life into the very real and powerful world of God Himself. Make no mistake Asanima, when the Holy Spirit becomes active in your life. There will be no doubt about the identity of the messiah, the Christ. God in human form is a vast understatement, divine love manifested in human form is more suitable explanation. Love beyond comprehension sacrificing itself for you and I. We actually exist in a moral universe governed by God himself. A creation of people deeply loved by the creator, God will not count the cost. God will do whatever it takes to save His creation. God has performed miracle after miracle in my life and in the lives of those I know. The truth is really out there, but you must actively seek the truth. Pursue Jesus with all your might and He will respond I guarantee that Asanima. Seek and it will be revealed to you Asanima.