Com' on Fed up
you couldn't have been 'fed up' for the past 20years, has God not done some marvelous things in your life in all that time, we are to count our blessings one by one.
I can name one marvelous thing he's done, and I've only just met you, He went to the cross for us all and died, were would we all be today if He'd never done that? Doesn't bare to think about.
you just seem angry at God at present, I can understand, so does He too, but just to know He loves us and made us for His pleasure, has to be somewhat pleasing. Why would a great big Almighty God even want anything to do with this human race, He certainly doesn't need us but He wants us, amazing.
Oh I'm sure I've not helped, forgive me for that, but these times will pass, I too am in the valley, but they are for a reason, last year I buried my Dad, I've very recently, in Oct, buried my dear Uncle, Dad's brother, I was his only next of kin, then I was on my back for 8days in bed ill myself, then my little dog whom I was very attached to for over 14years had to be put to sleep,just last week, nearly wrecked me, but know what I'm trusting God, to see me through it all, easy to say I know brother, I do understand, believe me, it's hard, I turn to His word when I need answers, for if I had to depend on man, pastors included, I'd still be in that Miry Clay, it is only through knowing the love of Jesus that I know the mountain top will appear, till then, I'll hang onto the hem of His garment to get me there, you do it with me please, hold tight.
He will see us through. Amen
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