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Blasphemous Thoughts - A Testimony - Part 1

Discussion in 'Testimonials' started by Peace Seeker, Jan 1, 2012.

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  1. Hello My name is Rick ..and I can relate to the trial your going thru ..Ive been thru very similar one's. helps to read how to deal with them ..and I did read all of it thank you
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  2. Hi!!
    I can't even begin to tell you how much of a God thing this was to have stumble upon this thread looking for answers while exhausting almost every effort to find peace and know that I'm not alone in this. I've struggled with these thoughts for almost 8 Years now!!!! Every year, month, day, mintue and second is different. I've dealt with unbelievable shame and doubt and have cried out in desperate prayers of salavtion and forgiveness for those past 8 years I couldn't even tell you how many times...just hopping that this would be the last time. And sadly it wasn't.....I struggle also with OCD and I know that satan will use my weakness to his advantage so not only do these unwanted awful thoughts pass but I obsess and worry over them till I mentally break. I'm so relieved that I am not alone and I know that I am a child of God bought and paid for by the precious blood of my savior Jesus Christ and there's nothing anyone or anything including satan himself could do that could ever take that away....not even these thoughts. I will mediate on these truths of scripture you have quoted and use these in my spiritual warfare. Prayers sent to you and every other person dealing with this battle. Together we can lift each other up and give strength and comfort to one another knowing we are truly not alone!!!
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  3. I have herd it say by a few Godly men that it is impossible today to blasphemy God in the way the bible is teaching it. I have not study on it so I can not say either way. But here is a great article on it

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    Blasphemy against the Holy Spirit has to do with accusing Jesus Christ of being demon-possessed instead of Spirit-filled. This particular type of blasphemy cannot be duplicated today

    What is the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit?
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  4. I agree with what you're saying there's also a great app called Got Questions that has an article regarding this and what is known as the unforgivable sin. Also there's a great article on intrusive thoughts....backing by scripture what we are all discussing here, the guilt and if we can be forgiven. Which we know the answer is YES. The thoughts I personally deal with aren't necessarily blasphemy against the holy spirit but more of these intrusive thoughts. Thoughts that are so evil and shameful....I don't know where they came from its like all the sudden one day they were there. Again I struggle with OCD so I think my mind and thoughts fixated on these certain words while crossing these sayings "cruse words with Jesus' name" in readings on social media posts or heard spoken by unsaved people and they just stuck like glue. I do believe satan uses my weakness to his advantage I just truly thought I was alone and no one else ever thought or dealt with anything like this in their lives. I talked with my pastor and was so ashamed and embarrassed I honestly didn't open up much about it bc of it. I mean they'll just pop in my head anytime and anywhere and it can be beyond frustrating when it happens while I'm at church or doing my devotions or even's like I know I'm doing what I'm supposed to and yet satan is still infiltrating. This is where doubting my salvation started bc it just seemed how can someone(me) who is saved and has the holy spirit dwelling inside of them(me) be facing such awful and sinful thoughts...But it's somewhat of relief to know I'm not alone that there are others Believers in Christ that have this same spiritual battle. Maybe not necessarily the same exact thoughts but sinful and guiltful ones. My favorite verus has always been Romans 8:38
    And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from his love death can't and life can't the Angels can't and the demons can't our fears for today and our worries about tomorrow and even the powers of hell can't keep God's love away-
    ------taking from this that no demon and no power of hell can EVER seperate us from our Savior!!! Satan may seem like he's powerful but surely nothing is more powerful than our(my) Savior Jesus Christ.
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  5. HI kit,

    I'm glad I'm not alone in waging this war even while I pray. I've been there many times while praying and these intrusive thoughts(my battle being of curse words) would just pop in my mind and I would become so full of guilt thinking I've cursed while praying and how could this be forgiven or worse how could I be saved?

    Satan works so deceitfully and will do anything in his power to tear us down in our faith. Of course God knows my heart and that I have never and would never speak these words that cross my mind. That's where I began to distinguish that this truly was not of my heart but the works of Satan and God know that. It's still a struggle and I remind myself daily it's not whether I feel saved, since we all know how much satan loves to play with our emotions too, its by Jesus and Jesus alone that I have been made new and forgiven. My pastor has a great saying he says JUSTIFIED- just as if I've never sinned- this is was happens when we put our faith in Jesus alone to save and forgive us. Its hard sometimes to comprehend all that Jesus has done for us bc our minds are finite and His is infinite...we just don't comprehend it all but that my friends is what faith is!!

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  7. Sorry for bringing up an old thread. But I too faced this. That vile wicked enemy warped my mind but I am being restored, supported, strengthened and placed on a firm foundation (1 Peter 5:10) by our Holy Father in Heaven and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen. Thank you very much for this. I've been going back and forth for the last 6 months or so but lately I've been feeling much better by praising the Lord, moving forward in Faith and rededicating myself to the Lord Jesus Christ through doing the first works I did when I got saved back around '08-10. The Lord Christ Jesus be with you all and that the Father Himself strengthen every weak area in your inner man. INJA.
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  8. Let us indeed remember that God does dwell in the praises of His people. And who are His people?

    "But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel." Psalm 22:3

    "Who are Israelites; to whom pertaineth the adoption, and the glory, and the covenants, and the giving of the law, and the service of God, and the promises;" Rom 9:4
  9. The Best Thing that Ever happened to me was Giving my life to CHRIST. And the second thing is to STUMBLE ON THIS ARTICLE.

    At some point i gave up thinking i was going to hell.

    As a Young boy at 15 years old in school i had this class mate who just got born again he became so dedicated to the things of God that he became so Aggresive in trying to make us receive christ. So he mentioned like if the Enemy wants to finish us is to just make us blaspheme against the holy spirit. Instantly i was stroke with great fear from inside. I tried to control my self i couldn't d enemy keep playing tricks with my thought making me think negetively about, and convincing me that i had committed the sin i became so disturbed but i manage to get over it.
    For about 7 years i went on feeling Condemned already. I lived life carelessly. Until i got sick and some lead to my repentance. I received Christ and i told some few people my experience and they enlightened me that i had not committed the sin.
    The devil being angry that God saved me from his Trap now is retaliating trying to bring me back to the bondage, convincing me that i was actually the one bringing up those evil thoughts.
    But i thank God for this Article it has encourage me to even draw closser to God. I shall fight this BATTLE WITH JESUS ON MY SIDE.
    FOR WE FIGHT NOT FOR VICTORY but IN VICTORY, because JESUS has defeated the Enemy already.
    Help me with prayers please
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  10. @John Dah
    Praying for your faithfulness as you draw closer to Him and His will to be done in your life.
    In the name of Jesus. Amen.
    With the Love of Christ Jesus.
  11. The blasphemers of the Holy Spirit are the one's that cannot keep themselves alive without the "breath of life". They are called the "proud" of the earth, the inhabits that perish, also known as the flesh of man.

    Genesis 6
    12: And God saw the earth, and behold, it was corrupt; for all flesh had corrupted their way upon the earth.
    13: And God said to Noah, "I have determined to make an end of all flesh; for the earth is filled with violence through them; behold, I will destroy them with the earth.

    17: For behold, I will bring a flood of waters upon the earth, to destroy all flesh in which is the breath of life from under heaven; everything that is on the earth shall die.

    I Corinthians 5:
    1: It is actually reported that there is immorality among you, and of a kind that is not found even among pagans; for a man is living with his father's wife.
    2: And you are arrogant! Ought you not rather to mourn? Let him who has done this be removed from among you.
    3: For though absent in body I am present in spirit, and as if present, I have already pronounced judgment
    4: in the name of the Lord Jesus on the man who has done such a thing. When you are assembled, and my spirit is present, with the power of our Lord Jesus,
    5: you are to deliver this man to Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that his spirit may be saved in the day of the Lord Jesus.

    The spirit of man in the spirit of God remains forever but the flesh ( the blasphemer ) born of Lucifer dies and will never be remembered again. The flesh of man is the proud of the earth that cannot keep themselves alive without the spirit of God ( breath of life ), also known as the Word of God.

    Isaiah 40
    6: A voice says, "Cry!" And I said, "What shall I cry?" All flesh is grass, and all its beauty is like the flower of the field.
    7: The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the LORD blows upon it; surely the people is grass.
    8: The grass withers, the flower fades; but the word of our God will stand for ever.

    John 1
    1: In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
    2: He was in the beginning with God;
    3: all things were made through him, and without him was not anything made that was made.
    4: In him was life, and the life was the light of men.

    John 6
    63: It is the spirit that gives life, the flesh is of no avail; the words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life.

    So now you should understand who is the blasphemer of the Holy Spirit of God.
  12. I'm so thankful that I am not the only one going through this type of situation every word with that was said in this post was useful and helpful because it had me these thoughts had me really thinking that I was going to help because of me Blessed Mother against the Holy Spirit but now I know it is just part of the spiritual warfare I've been Faithfully walking in the obedience God and to have these thoughts into my head had me very worried and concerned I'm going to get baptized tomorrow and the day before I get baptized I have evil thoughts in my head I couldn't understand April 30th 2017
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  13. My preacher said if you are worried about these thoughts then you did not have them, only someone who is against God who is self admitted against God, would be guilty if those thoughts creeps into your mind and you and it terrifies you, Praise the Lord its just the devil trying to trick you, ask God for protection, fast for protection, study the bible and be armed with the word of God, Praise the Lord for you my brother in Christ !!
  14. Sister in Christ
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  15. Hey Micheal sorry about that, sister !!

    So as I was sitting in church today, before the sermon was about to begin I open the bible to do a little reading and low and behold the bible open right up to this very subject and as I read it, something dawned on me it says we have to speak it for it to be be unpardonable, it does not say anything about thinking, because I believe we all know sometime are thoughts are not are own. Praise Jesus !!

    Matthew 12:32
    And whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come.
  16. Welcome to Talk Jesus @Michaela0215
    Always a joy to welcome a Sister in Christ Jesus to this online forum.

    You'll have to let us know how your baptism went! Alleluia!

    With the love of Christ Jesus.
  17. I hope this has not been said to many times already but I wanted to share something the Holy Spirit lead me to.

    In the new Testament when we find Jesus mentioning blasphemy against the Holy Spirit was always After some one accused something of being of the devil that was really of God.

    I saw it!! There are a lot of folks claiming this and that these days about ministries and servants of God and so forth.

    A simple Google search will bring you all sorts of boasting claims about heresy and false this and that from very religious looking and sounding sites who misuse scripture to back their claims Against Things Of God.

    Take Heed to who and what you say is of the devil and not God. It may simply be that you have yet to gain some deeper insight to the things of God.

    Your better off saying Nothing then making claims against others.
    Just wanted to add this and I hope it has not taken away from this thread.
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  18. It was great thanks for asking! And thanks to addressing that for me i was having a real hard time sleeping lastnight but after i read this post i was able to tune out those thought do go to sleep
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  19. Not at all anytime someone has something to mention about gods word or thier input about there experience or knowledge about the lored im open to listen..
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  20. a 19 year old female. Who deals with these issues. And I also dealt with addition to Pornography. I have been a couple of month clean.

    But I used to get the thoughts and go into a porn watching mode to get my head way from it. Which only makes it worst. The thoughts first came out of nowhere when a preacher was preaching on the subject about 3 years ago. And ever since then I've been scared. Sometime I would never get them and others times it's almost unbearable. I thought I was alone. And I still far from perfect and I've been dealing with temptation and the thoughts. But I always fight it. You have to fight for what you believe in. And I believe that Jesus died for my sins. And there isn't a hole too deep that he can't pull you out of.

    Have a blessed day,
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