Or when you submit, you end up on the gallows most likely. Or lose everything you have. For Gods heroes are “Martyrs”when you say free will, it sound like you are saying I don't need anyone to tell me what I can or cannot do.
when someone truly submits to the Lord things happen, doors open.
Ask and it shall be given, seek and ye shall find, knock and the door will be open.
are you steadfast free will or do you submit wholly to the Lord?