I'm obsessed with the scriptures; the teachings are incredible and I can't get them off of my mind.
I fear this--It's like being possessed and whenever I try and clear my head I begin fearing exceedingly.
Well done, you finally have arrived where you should be, Now your mind is on Jesus, being possessed by the WORD" for The "WORD" is The SON of The Living GOD" Now why would you want to, take your mind off of "The Living WORD" let it possess you more and more. Let The Word of GOD keep you company and grow richly in it from now on, through out eternity! You grow more and more in it. And that fear you are feeling is "Holiness' a "AGAPE" and It will grow Rich in you. This is not the type of love that men knows! The beginning of WISDOM is FEARING GOD! Your mind will stay on HIM 24/7 even in your sleep! It will talked to you constantly. The words that are written in "The Book" is JESUS. You will see! "GOD" is not like a human, He does not act like one, His ways are not like a human, His attributes are not like a human. , They are beyond the beyond when He deals with The "Sons of GOD"! Now let Him school you.
And trust No MAn! and Lean not unto your own understanding. I knew you was heading that WAY, That a many of Christians have not been there! Now Rememeber "The Parables" and Let "The Gospel According to St.John the Apostle" dwell in you and believe it" There is a special message in there for YOU! Go there and eat! And Trust no one. The Spirit of Your Father will guide you into all truths that many cannot bear to hear these truths. He will help your heart to endure what you are about to see what your FAther is going to show you.
Welcome My Brother, finally Jesus is "The WAY" and The "HOLY SPIRIT" was Your guide, Now THE FATHER will teach you and show you. For no man can show you these things, there are no "earthly words" or a human mind can express or explain what HE is going to show you.
After, you have read, you will fully understand where other christians have not. "not meaning that they are not saved or do not have The Holy Spirit."
This will take on a complete different meaning. And you will understand. You will not be able to explain it, for this also is the will of your Father who is in Heaven.
[They cannot be reveal to a human mind]
But, as it is written: That eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither hath it entered into the heart of man, what things God hath prepared for them that love him.
But to us God hath revealed them, by this Spirit. For the Spirit searcheth all things, yea,
the deep things of God. For what man knoweth the things of a man, but the spirit of a man that is in him? So the things also that are of God no man knoweth, but the Spirit of God.
He is going to show you things, you are not, going to want to see. He is going to take you to places you are not going want to go, He is going to show you "THE TRUTH"!
12I have yet many things to say unto you, but ye cannot bear them now.
13Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he shall guide you into all the truth: for he shall not speak from himself; but what things soever he shall hear, these'shall he speak:
and he shall declare unto you the things that are to come.
And Remember "The Parables" you will understand.
Shalom, "that is in you" my brother, but not in the world.