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Lead a very bad life, broke commandments and been very selfish. I’m so ashamed of myself. I have a physical illness and things keep happening to stop me from getting a diagnosis. I had a vision 8 months ago, it was apparently coming from god saying that I would get an illness and nobody would feel or see it but me and it’s happened. I am tormented, I’m praying to God and Jesus every day but I’m still experiencing evil happenings such as seeing and hearing the number of the beast everywhere I go. Every time I ask god I’m my thoughts a question I get the answer where I look wether it be a car reg e.g YE5, a shop or road name etc. The question I ask him is “am I going to hell”? I want to accept Jesus as my saviour and love god but feel I’ve done to much for him to listen and I’ve angered him by going to doctors and hospital appointments to get treatment. Every time I’ve been to my appointments the number of the beast have come up. I feel like god doesn’t want me to get medical treatment and trust in him for healing. I’ve been diagnosed with 3 physical things that all lead to an underlying condition but can’t seem to get the answers due to stumbling blocks stopping me from getting the right diagnosis. There have been far too many coincidences for me not to be tormented. I’ve read duetronomy 28 and feel like I’m cursed. I’m trying my best to please god and Jesus but feel I’m too late. I want god and Jesus’ forgiveness but I can’t stop thinking I’ve crossed the line. I used get horrible thoughts about Jesus sometimes and hate myself for it. The thoughts weren’t coming from me. I want to be forgiven and trying my best to repent. I’ve prayed to god so many times, I feel so lost and tortured. I feel that I shouldn’t seek medical advice because it’s lack of faith in god and because I keep trying to get the right medical care. I went to doctors earlier and when I got in my car the temp was 6 degrees with 66 miles left for fuel. My daughter came back with her homework and told me got 666 and writing a paper on the pit (coalmining). These are just 2 examples of things I’m coming across multiple times a day. I feel I’m been tortured I don’t want This, I want to be forgiven. I love god and Jesus and hate myself for what sins I’ve committed in my life. I started going back to church a few months ago after this vision and nothing seems to be helping x I fear the lord and am trying to change. I’m sick of failing him x please help x
 
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Lead a very bad life, broke commandments and been very selfish. I’m so ashamed of myself. I have a physical illness and things keep happening to stop me from getting a diagnosis. I had a vision 8 months ago, it was apparently coming from god saying that I would get an illness and nobody would feel or see it but me and it’s happened. I am tormented, I’m praying to God and Jesus every day but I’m still experiencing evil happenings such as seeing and hearing the number of the beast everywhere I go. Every time I ask god I’m my thoughts a question I get the answer where I look wether it be a car reg e.g YE5, a shop or road name etc. The question I ask him is “am I going to hell”? I want to accept Jesus as my saviour and love god but feel I’ve done to much for him to listen and I’ve angered him by going to doctors and hospital appointments to get treatment. Every time I’ve been to my appointments the number of the beast have come up. I feel like god doesn’t want me to get medical treatment and trust in him for healing. I’ve been diagnosed with 3 physical things that all lead to an underlying condition but can’t seem to get the answers due to stumbling blocks stopping me from getting the right diagnosis. There have been far too many coincidences for me not to be tormented. I’ve read duetronomy 28 and feel like I’m cursed. I’m trying my best to please god and Jesus but feel I’m too late. I want god and Jesus’ forgiveness but I can’t stop thinking I’ve crossed the line. I used get horrible thoughts about Jesus sometimes and hate myself for it. The thoughts weren’t coming from me. I want to be forgiven and trying my best to repent. I’ve prayed to god so many times, I feel so lost and tortured. I feel that I shouldn’t seek medical advice because it’s lack of faith in god and because I keep trying to get the right medical care. I went to doctors earlier and when I got in my car the temp was 6 degrees with 66 miles left for fuel. My daughter came back with her homework and told me got 666 and writing a paper on the pit (coalmining). These are just 2 examples of things I’m coming across multiple times a day. I feel I’m been tortured I don’t want This, I want to be forgiven. I love god and Jesus and hate myself for what sins I’ve committed in my life. I started going back to church a few months ago after this vision and nothing seems to be helping x I fear the lord and am trying to change. I’m sick of failing him x please help x
Jesus came into the world to save sinners from their sins as well as give them eternal life so do feel free to call on Him to be saved. Mercy is NOT getting what we deserved whereas grace is GETTING what we do not deserve and both are found in the hope we have in Jesus Christ.

1 Timothy 1:14 And the grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant with faith and love which is in Christ Jesus. 15 This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; of whom I am chief. 16 Howbeit for this cause I obtained mercy, that in me first Jesus Christ might shew forth all longsuffering, for a pattern to them which should hereafter believe on him to life everlasting.

Romans 10:8 But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach; 9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. 10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. 11 For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. 12 For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him. 13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

When you are saved, Jesus Christ will live in you and He will be greater than anything in the world that He will either stop those visions or help you live with them by reminding you that you are His forever.

1 John 3:3 And every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himself, even as he is pure. ....8 He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.

Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. 13 Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do. 14 Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession. 15 For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. 16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.

1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

Mark 9:21 And he asked his father, How long is it ago since this came unto him? And he said, Of a child. 22 And ofttimes it hath cast him into the fire, and into the waters, to destroy him: but if thou canst do any thing, have compassion on us, and help us. 23 Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth. 24 And straightway the father of the child cried out, and said with tears, Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief. 25 When Jesus saw that the people came running together, he rebuked the foul spirit, saying unto him, Thou dumb and deaf spirit, I charge thee, come out of him, and enter no more into him. 26 And the spirit cried, and rent him sore, and came out of him: and he was as one dead; insomuch that many said, He is dead. 27 But Jesus took him by the hand, and lifted him up; and he arose.

1 Peter 5:6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: 7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you. 8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: 9 Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. 10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. 11 To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.

1 Corinthians 6:19 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? 20 For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's.

2 Corinthians 13:5 Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?

1 John 4:4 Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

2 Timothy 4:18 And the Lord shall deliver me from every evil work, and will preserve me unto his heavenly kingdom: to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.

Incidentally, the mark of the beast is the sole means by which sinners will be forced to have in their hands or in their foreheads in order buy and sell by in the coming new world order which will take place after the pre great trib rapture. Europe is using a biochip right now for buying and selling BUT it is not the only means to buy and sell by. It is when it becomes the only way any one can survive to buy & sell by is when it becomes the actual mark of the beast where the consequence for taking that mark is the lake of fire.

So you do not have anything to worry about regarding the mark of the beast. Just believe in the Lord Jesus Christ & that God has raised Him from the dead, and you are saved as promised, Now that you have been reconciled with God thru Jesus Christ, YOU can live that reconciled relationship with God thru Jesus Christ by trusting Him as in you & with you always as your Friend and Good Shepherd to help you to abide in Him and to walk with Him forever.
 
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I’ve asked for forgiveness and feel like I’m repenting but still get this. I love god and Jesus. I love him and want to please him. I just don’t know what more I can do. Am I unsaved?
 
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I’ve asked for forgiveness and feel like I’m repenting but still get this. I love god and Jesus. I love him and want to please him. I just don’t know what more I can do. Am I unsaved?
Incidentally, the mark of the beast is the sole means by which sinners will be forced to have in their hands or in their foreheads in order buy and sell by in the coming new world order which will take place after the pre great trib rapture. Europe is using a biochip right now for buying and selling BUT it is not the only means to buy and sell by. It is when it becomes the only way any one can survive to buy & sell by is when it becomes the actual mark of the beast where the consequence for taking that mark is the lake of fire.

So you do not have anything to worry about regarding the mark of the beast. Just believe in the Lord Jesus Christ & that God has raised Him from the dead, and you are saved as promised, Now that you have been reconciled with God thru Jesus Christ, YOU can live that reconciled relationship with God thru Jesus Christ by trusting Him as in you & with you always as your Friend and Good Shepherd to help you to abide in Him and to walk with Him forever.

Paul suffered from hearing a voice accusing him so that believers would not exalt him higher than they ought to think.

2 Corinthians 12:6 For though I would desire to glory, I shall not be a fool; for I will say the truth: but now I forbear, lest any man should think of me above that which he seeth me to be, or that he heareth of me. 7 And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. 8 For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. 9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.

I suffer a similar affliction and so all I can say is that though we get sick and afflicted, Jesus Christ is in me and is helping me through this valley of death to fear no evil because He is with me always.
 
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Does that mean I should trying to find out the underlying cause for my diagnosis and trust in Jesus. I do trust in him, I love him. I’m just wondering if he wants me to put my full faith in him and not doctors. I don’t want to displease him anymore. X
 
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Does that mean I should trying to find out the underlying cause for my diagnosis and trust in Jesus. I do trust in him, I love him. I’m just wondering if he wants me to put my full faith in him and not doctors. I don’t want to displease him anymore. X
What church are you going to and when did this start?
 
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Does that mean I should trying to find out the underlying cause for my diagnosis and trust in Jesus. I do trust in him, I love him. I’m just wondering if he wants me to put my full faith in him and not doctors. I don’t want to displease him anymore. X
You are free to go to a doctor. Luke was a physician himself that wrote one of the gospel as led by the Holy Spirit to write.
 
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I’m going to a Christian church called Christchurch in West Yorkshire, this started around 8 months ago x
If they are focusing on the Holy Spirit in worship or prayer, and even to go so far as to ask Him to come and fall on them when He is already in them and you, then don't go there any more.

The real indwelling Holy Spirit would point you to the Son in coming to God the Father by in worship, prayer, and fellowship. Scripture jas all of His invitations pointing to Himself, the Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God in coming to God the Father by.

It is an apostasy that is sweeping across many christian denominations and may be the cause of your afflictions.
 
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Why do I feel so condemned every time I go ?
What basis do you feel that condemnation is just for hurling at you?

Is god punishing me?
If you had asked for forgiveness for any sin, and ask Him to help you not to do it again, then I would say the devil is messing with you.

Is the devil trying to steer me away from god? I’m so confused
Probably playing on your fear. Take that fear to the Lord Jesus Christ in prayer and ask Him for help to continue to believe in Him since He is our hope for everything.
 
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Is the curse in Deuteronomy 28 what I’m experiencing?
No. Try reading His words in the New Covenant instead.

John 3:14 And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up:


15 That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life.


16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.


17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.


18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
 
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If they are focusing on the Holy Spirit in worship or prayer, and even to go so far as to ask Him to come and fall on them when He is already in them and you, then don't go there any more.

The real indwelling Holy Spirit would point you to the Son in coming to God the Father by in worship, prayer, and fellowship. Scripture jas all of His invitations pointing to Himself, the Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God in coming to God the Father by.

It is an apostasy that is sweeping across many christian denominations and may be the cause of your afflictions.
I started going to church after the afflictions started x
 
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Thank you so much. I love Jesus and hate the devil. I’ve not had much luck in my family but haven’t blamed god for any of it, I’ve blamed myself.
 
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I just feel like i deserve to be punished
Mercy is not getting what we deserve and grace is getting what we do not deserve and so that is why Jesus Christ came; to save sinners and to help us live as His.

If you confess your sins and ask Him to help you not to sin again, then there really is no need for that guilt other than to trust Him more that He has forgiven you as you had asked.
 
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I started going to church after the afflictions started x
is this your church at this link below?

Christ Church | Mount Pellon | West Yorkshire | Service Times | Church Lane

If so, it holds Holy Communion and so I would just leave because it is hard to find a church that just holds "communion" in remembrance of Him. As it is some churches have misled believers into thinking they are coming into "His Presence" at communion or thinking they are receiving Him again meaning Christ's Presence is in the sacraments.

Thanks to the Lord, I am just going to Him as my refuge and He helps me to wait until He brings me Home to have communion there.
 
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@RebeccaH

It would be nice to go to church, but in these latter days, faith is hard to find and iniquity abounds in local churches that refuses to hear the matter as well as the scripture to reprove the works of darkness. for what it is.

Since Jesus Christ is in me and is with me always, He will be my refuge in times of trouble and I look to Him and trust Him as my Good Shepherd to lead me in the way He would have me go... or not go.

By His words, I am not receiving Him again in communion when He is in me and is with me always since my salvation, therefore that "holy communion" is making communion more than what Christ had intended it for which is just to do in remembrance of Him; not for receiving Him again. By making the bread & the wine more than what it is, having Christ's Presence in them, they become idols and by eating & drinking in His Presence, they are receiving Him again, thus a sin against God in making communion a "holy communion".

The Son of God is the One to go to before that throne of grace in prayer, worship, and fellowship in coming to God the Father by; not by coming to "holy communion" and since He is in us and with us always, there is no need to receive Him again.

2 Corinthians 11:1Would to God ye could bear with me a little in my folly: and indeed bear with me. 2 For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ. 3 But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ. 4 For if he that cometh preacheth another Jesus, whom we have not preached, or if ye receive another spirit, which ye have not received, or another gospel, which ye have not accepted, ye might well bear with him.

Luke 13:24 Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able. 25 When once the master of the house is risen up, and hath shut to the door, and ye begin to stand without, and to knock at the door, saying, Lord, Lord, open unto us; and he shall answer and say unto you, I know you not whence ye are: 26 Then shall ye begin to say, We have eaten and drunk in thy presence, and thou hast taught in our streets. 27 But he shall say, I tell you, I know you not whence ye are; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity. 28 There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth, when ye shall see Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, and all the prophets, in the kingdom of God, and you yourselves thrust out. 29 And they shall come from the east, and from the west, and from the north, and from the south, and shall sit down in the kingdom of God.

2 Corinthians 6:14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? 15 And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? 16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. 17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you. 18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.

Not very many believers are discerning the words and practices that their church are doing nor heeding nor applying the warnings in scripture that reproves these practices as not of Him.

So keep your eyes on Jesus Christ, the Bridegroom, for He will be coming soon for the abiding bride of Christ. If you have doubts or fears, cast them unto the Lord because He does cares for you. He died for you so what would He with hold from us that call on Him for help?

Romans 8:31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? 32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things? 33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth. 34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. 37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. 38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
 

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