Pretty much, the title sums it all up. I have no clue why I have joined talkjesus. I have no idea why I waited to get my account activated and why I logged in this evening. As selfish as it sounds, I guess I wanted to know that I wasn't the only one struggling with a few things. That someone besides me, was struggling to pick themselves up. There is a comforting thought in knowing that. It sounds horrid, but its the truth.... I read a few of the threads, and some of the comments. Some made me smile, a few got me thinking and one or two annoyed me. So here I am, at 19.44 exhausted from work and hoping to God that joining this thing was a good idea.