wow, thank you so much
that answer was full of hope for me, and I thank you, for praying for me! Its hard to try to have a strong faith at a young age, because not many people my age understand, or dont care much for it. So im constantly surrounded by people that would bring me down. It feels so nice to have a change from that horrible environment, and to just read the replies of people who DO get what its about, and DO want it.
You've got it! God said it is a gift from Him to you. And, if it is a gift, it is free. And if it is free, there is nothing to do but recieve it!
God said you must be "born again", go back to that moment, when you first believed in His Son's resurrected life and have peace.
St. Paul said (paraphrasing): " We only know in part, We only see in a mirror dimly( a poor reflection) but when our perfection comes,then we shall see face to face and we will know God fully, as well as He knows us." Find this in 1 COR 13: 9-12.
My Sister, until our day of perfection, we will all go through "dry periods", not too worry, it is just a refining process that God sends us through from time to time.
Remember this: From John 3: 5-6, A Christian has two births, we are born of water ( mother's womb) and born of spirit (resurrected life of Jesus Christ).
In the latter, spirit, God said that he will never leave you. A good way to look at this is, as with your first birth so it is with your second: you can not be un-born! God truly loves us, to give us this devine truth!
" Let not your heart be troubled:believe in God, believe also in me."
Jesus: John 14:1