Hello Everyone

[king1]

Hello Calling on Him,
I am an extra broken christian I am weaker than most that is why I need to have conscious contact with Our Lord in some form all through out the day, and I still get down sometime, but those are the times we need him the most when don't feel like it. Now I can only speak for me your heart and the holy spirt will tell you if it is correct. I have always believed but not really I knew of God, but for some reason I didn't hand what seems like the small things over to him. I don't mean like in some preaching people getting riches (prosperity Gospel) . What is true for me is that my ego trys to make me believe that I am in control when that happens its "My will be done" Not Thy will be done and it NEVER WORKS. I have to trust him and pray AND listen for his will. Now earlier I said I need to have conscious contact with Our Lord in some form all through out the day. The world is always trying to pull you away from your creator. Now we are not of this world but we sure are in it. Myself when I wake in the morning I have to pray. I pray the rosery but all my other christian brothers have beautiful prayers which I also pray, but past that as I go through the day when ever I can, I have my head phones on listing to good christian music. I learned of the good quality of good modern christian music from the Movie "Gods not Dead" Thank you Jesus for that. I also have the forturne of working across from a hospital. Last summer my wife was in it with a spine infection and I didnt know if she was going to make it, But by the Grace of God Almighty she did recover she can't lift anything over 7lbs but she is alive and walking which they were saying was doubted at the time. After this Gift from God I feel god wants me go over and pray for the people in the ICU and surgery and the families going through it with them. I may be praying for them but to really honest it helps me to feel better when you serve someone with love it feels good. One thing I want to make clear It is not me it is All God. I am a horrible wretch and only by the Grace of God am I anything. My life before him was so horrible and I still have attitude sometime, but he wants progress to him not perfection. Perfection is Him maybe in the Next Life.
May the peace of Our Lord Jesus Christ be with you.
P.S here is a song I always listen that helps me

 

[CallingOnHim]

Dear king1,
What I got from your words of edification the most were that it is good to make progress in our relationship with Him, and He is the one that helps us do it. I have been down in the dumps so long I need to hear these kind of things again, for I forget.
I have been trying to understand God's safety provision for us, and am starting to see a little crack in the shell. A crack that lets the light in of course. That's a little progress.
Praise God for healing your wife. She is a gift to you from God, and you must have been so relieved when He healed her. What a blessing...
I have seen God's Not Dead as well and really enjoyed it. There needs to be more movies like that out there.
I am going to watch the video you posted for me, but not until tonight, for I know it's going to make me cry, and I have to wait til all my room mates are asleep so they don't see my puffy face. LOL.

Thank you so much king1. And may God bless your for your comforting post.
Peace to you and yours as well.

 

[TruFish]

One of The most important things God gave to you at "conception /birth" of new spirit.. Was peace! He gave that to you... So Satan Will be creative with how he can rob You of it. He doesn't want even the smallest morsel of You to believe in God cause that means you have Hope! Then you are swarmed with disbelief and before you know it you are at the discretion of your fears; they become alive and you helped to birth them. Its time to starve them.... Stand up for you! And when its hard to.. Call on God..thats when You really need to! He's giving You authority to use his name.. And the enemy cringes when he hears it. Fear not.. For I am with you God says.. He will never leave you. Im so glad that your shell is cracking enough to see some light. That means you are coming to. Keep focus on that light of hope and what helped me was seeing myself Happy and smiling. Id watch cartoons... U can laugh but it worked. Laughter is good medicine! I had to take charge and bring cheer back into my heart because I had let insecurities.. Doubt..hurt and worry take over; which made for an awful countenance! You are right in that You Will heal at your own pace but the objective is healing! My go tos were God and cartoons. Step back from reality for a bit and Just allow to yourself to laugh as much as possible! God is joy! And Im so obliged to help you sis! You are truly welcome. Jus know.... We and God are here for you! Amen!