Gary, you scoffed at my reference to seeds being people as if that was no such thing. You were wrong.
Your perception of what I was saying was and still is skewed. Maybe you think that I am only interested in mocking you?
.If I have been fallible, it is only because I'm just a moron in Christ. His Spirit guides me and empowers me to do a number of ministries which touch the hearts of many, many people. It isn't me, I'm less than nothing. The proof is in the power, and not in what I know or what I say
As I have said before, God is not unrighteous to forget your work of love to others.
In fact, from what I can discern in the scriptures, God would rather someone erred in doctrine than to wield wisdom without love, humility, and mercy.
That does not mean I feel you have a lot of wisdom. I feel you have a lot of warped doctrines you have created by not listening in to the Holy Spirit of God, but listening to your flesh or some other deceitful spirit.
I know what you believe I am being subject to and as I have stated before, I used to believe as you do but God has seen fit to show me that those doctrines are false and need to be rejected.
You reference God as a "destroyer" and not as a "saver." That's a fundamental misconception of God. And you know I'm someone who readily recognize the truth about falling away! So perhaps you might listen to me? Perhaps God sent me to this forum to show you something? God will not force His way into anyone's radar screen if they are bent on pursuing their own doctrine.
I may overemphasize the "destroyer" side of God over the "Savior" side but that is due to the overwhelming error of others who see him only as a "Savior". Perhaps God is using me to show you something? The same God who destroyed those who he brought out of Egypt that were disobedient and unbelieving will also destroy Christians who are the same. And it is as you say "God will not force himself upon you if you are bent on pursuing your own doctrine."
When we pursue doctrine without acknowledging the "weightier" things such as mercy, love, and humility, and faithfulness, we end up puffed up with pride, ready to judge unrighteously, in grave error.
Mercy is not condemning those who I have the righteous right to condemn and I do not do that. Love is not allowing someone to sit and rot in their sin thinking they are seen by God as Jesus Christ but instead being honest with them that they need to repent. Humility is me before God always praying that he guide and direct me in all things as I am nothing without him directing my steps. In your distorted picture of me all you see is someone who is full of pride that is on a witch hunt to pull out the whip and whack the backs of fools. That is your perception and vision. It isn't who I am at all. Maybe you'd like to talk on the phone sometime so that you can hear me when I speak? I read the bible for a long time before I truly understood that most of Paul's letters were stained with tears of love. Especially 1 Corinthians where he was doing nothing more than pointing out their every flaw and error, commanding them to repent and obey or else face judgment by Christ in that day. Jesus loved many people who didn't love him. Paul found a lot of the same. So do we, if we do it right.
If you don't receive these messages, so be it. I won't bother anymore. It's not on my head.
You have tried. I have refused. If you are right then my blood is upon my own head, tis true. It is God who is the potter. He has seen fit to continue to allow me to believe the doctrine I do that is based solely on scripture kept within its own context.
I have tried to help you see the truth that you do not and I fail. I fail because I am blind to what it is that stands in your way of accepting it as truth. God loves you as deeply as you say he does. You understand that there is a commitment on our parts of being faithful to him in order to receive eternal life. You stop short of saying that it is something that we as followers of Christ must push to do with all our might everyday in order to be chosen. This is where you and I part ways as I believe that I must give my all or suffer rejection. I must live up to the standard that is in Jesus Christ and present my body as a living sacrifice for God the Father who uses it to reconcile the world unto himself just as he did Christ. I believe that he was busy doing that for Peter when he spoke through Jesus and said "get thee behind me Satan" as well as through Paul when he withstood Peter to the face. Yes, we need to love one another by openly sharing all of our possessions and giving to the poor and needy. We need to be a shoulder to cry on and someone to cry with when necessary. But more than anything we need to be righteous before a Holy God seeking to save that which is lost. Unfortunately it is the church who is lost at this point in our present age. Just as Israel was lost when Jesus came.
I only wish you could understand but I don't think you will,
Gary