Greetings,
May I say that to me you appear to have some belief, based on what you have written?
Without going too far into the fire, so to speak, you talk (write, yes, but for the sake of discussion over the internet may I use the term, talk?) about belief / unbelief and your opinion which could also be said to be that which you are persuaded of and / or have decided or chosen.
Yes, if there be no god and the Bible is incorrect, then you live and die.
I personally get a bit stuck when being agnostic or atheist wth the idea or concept or fancy of morals, which results in zero guilt affordable to any man no matter what he does to anyone or any creature or any other part of this planet and consider that to get upset about anything beyond our personal survival is folly fit fit weaklings.
Do you fit into that category? Or, do you stand by your conviction and not give a care about anything because doing so would imply a portion of hypocrisy?
I say this with no personal vendetta against you but purely in order to call a spade a spade. We either have morals which are totally unexplainable without a source or we don't.
Love of course is a pathetic delusion and children have some use only if they can benefit and gratify our prioritization of need.
Animals are likewise of no concern and again, according to our benefit have no rights to moral standards or rules. Which leads us to killing any and all that get in our way and forgetting any notion of mercy being of the slightest concern. The environment is worth protecting for survival reasons but if we really get serious about being a species with no god then we certainly wouldn't have much to study as learning would not go beyond simple tribal behavioural lessons.
May I suggest that before you say too much more about your aversion to God that you take some time to research a bit about where advancement has always stemmed from and to consider such people groups around the world who have never done anything much more than survive and have been discovered in the same 'primitive' state that they always have been known to exist in.
Thanks for reading and remember that your coming here is your choice but you do so, again, knowing that you are addressing people who have a strange care for you despite everything you might write in disrespect towards them and the LORD Whom they love.
Bless you ....><>