Brother SpritLedEd,As I had to learn this very hard lesson as well, I can speak as one who had to be disciplined much myself in this! We consider what we want, by what we have,but we never consider having lack. We had no need to consider this at the time!
Until a bomb drops on us,and we start to think of how badly we used our Lord's money he gave for us. But now we think. What is the lesson though? When a brother or sister has a need,they cannot worry about the past,they are looking just to make it another day!
But now the Lord is giving us something we lacked so much in this area of our life. Balance. Our job to learn just how we are to balance in weight we have never before had to bear upon ourselfs. Now that we have our eyes opened by some unforseen problems, the question is not will God get me out of this one?? Sure he will!!
But will we learn?? And can we help another who has fallen into the same trap we ourselves have? Every trial we have ,has purpose to it!( 1 Peter 1:7-9) Sometimes when we walk up a long flight of stairs we grow tired,espically when we are older. We learn through this,that we must pace ourself.
My prayers are with you my brother!! That which is sad and hard for you now,I know God will use to not only help you,but others as well! We all here are so thankful for you,and the words Jesus has used in you to help so many of us!
Because you have acted,God will act on your behalf! And when he does this,you will understand,what I had to. What we have is not ours,we are just stewards of them. God has placed things to us,to take care of,to build on,and yes to help others as well by them.
Everything Jesus has given us is to be given unto others as well. May the Lord build you back up even as he did our brother Job. And may this increase,always remind you,or what can be lost,we we take our eyes off of what we are suppose to be good stewards of.God's property, never our property.
It took me 5 years to learn this very hard lesson! Sometimes being hardheaded is not so good! But I have learned now.I am much more thankful for what I do have! And I can encourage others as well. Every blessing be made unto you my brother in Christ! Balance! During this time here is something Holy Spirit showed me.I hope this will help you as well! ( 2 Peter 1:3-11) amen!