I get these thoughts that I need to throw the lamp, hold my breathe till I pass out, or kill my mother! But those are hard things to do! Is this from God? Is he testing me ? Is this what it means to make Jesus your lord?or are these just intrusive thoughts ..
"A good man out of the good treasure of the heart bringeth forth good things: and an evil man out of the evil treasure bringeth forth evil things." Matt 12:35
What is the source of the things in your heart? TV, Internet, school, work, friends, family, etc.? Something is in your heart that is good or you would not be here on this forum seeking better answers, but something is also in your heart that is bringing evil thoughts to your mind. You need to cut off the sources of evil and replace the time spent on those with good sources. What's a good source? Bible reading and prayer are good sources. Don't ever leave yourself empty of the things of God but rather continuing shun the evil and seek after the good and surrender to God.
Sometimes people think that because they have attended church services regularly and have made commitment to God one time all is well. Indeed Jesus paid the price for us and cleaned us up but we must continue partake regularly of Him or...
"When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.
Then he saith, I will return into my house from whence I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty, swept, and garnished.
Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation." Matt 12:43-45
"But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." Matt 6:33
Remember to keep your priorities right seeking always the first things first.