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so I am 19 years old my dad wants me to go to college but I am stuck in a well I am going to have charges on me and I might go to jail he know this but know
I have a bigger problem I think I might be sick, I think I might have aids and I am very scare I don't know what to do im to afraid to even go to the doctor because im afraid
of the truth. I don't want to know im going to die. and I really don't want to live anymore if I find out its true. no one in my family knows this and I don't know
if I can tell them
I really just want to give up but I could never kill myself im not that selfish but I have no desire to live anymore I have fail my family and I have fail god
so what's the point I don't think all the prayers in the world could help me and I also feel like I deserve it I don't if this is a test of good satan hurting me to loose my faith and it
almost working.
I have a bigger problem I think I might be sick, I think I might have aids and I am very scare I don't know what to do im to afraid to even go to the doctor because im afraid
of the truth. I don't want to know im going to die. and I really don't want to live anymore if I find out its true. no one in my family knows this and I don't know
if I can tell them
I really just want to give up but I could never kill myself im not that selfish but I have no desire to live anymore I have fail my family and I have fail god
so what's the point I don't think all the prayers in the world could help me and I also feel like I deserve it I don't if this is a test of good satan hurting me to loose my faith and it
almost working.