Faithful Son
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Atonement, I said I won't post here anymore, but I'll try to do it with a calmer tone, no, I'll actually commit to one of the forum rules and pray before I post.....
I'm a smoker. I'm addicted to nicotine and all the other nasties in the tobacco.
I'm not proud of being a smoker and I would like to quit. I have mentioned a few pages back that I have asked for support at TJ for my smoking habit. My friends including the moderators and even Chad prayed for me, I quit for 3 weeks in 2006.
I couldn't handle the cravings after those 3 weeks and I retook the smoking habit. It's 2008 and I still live with this. I don't have the will power, I do have the will to quit, but not the will power.
I'm not your average Joe. I ask God to help me with everything I do and this means everything. I don't expect Him to quit for me, on behalf of me, but I do "expect" Him to give me some strength and help me with it.
To be quite honest with you. I took everything in this discussion to heart. Every post I read I saw the Christian typing a message, but he/she was pointing fingers in my direction, which isn't so.
I'm not an intellectual, I'm no scholar, I'm no bright spark either. I'm just a normal person who commits some sin, which we all do, but which we aren't proud of.
The Holy Spirit is within me, as He is in you if you believe in Jesus. The Holy Spirit gives me a conscious and my conscious says it's wrong to smoke. Actually having the strength, the courage to stop smoking is what I require, what I long for and ask for.
I apologize for my behaviour in this thread. Many of you know me for a few years and you know my attitude isn't always like this. I'm going through a rough time, which I mentioned in the mod room and I'm just not coping well.
I'd appreciate your prayers as brothers and sisters in Christ. I am sorry for hurting you with my words.
God bless you
Much love
Faithful Son (Jako)
I'm a smoker. I'm addicted to nicotine and all the other nasties in the tobacco.
I'm not proud of being a smoker and I would like to quit. I have mentioned a few pages back that I have asked for support at TJ for my smoking habit. My friends including the moderators and even Chad prayed for me, I quit for 3 weeks in 2006.
I couldn't handle the cravings after those 3 weeks and I retook the smoking habit. It's 2008 and I still live with this. I don't have the will power, I do have the will to quit, but not the will power.
I'm not your average Joe. I ask God to help me with everything I do and this means everything. I don't expect Him to quit for me, on behalf of me, but I do "expect" Him to give me some strength and help me with it.
To be quite honest with you. I took everything in this discussion to heart. Every post I read I saw the Christian typing a message, but he/she was pointing fingers in my direction, which isn't so.
I'm not an intellectual, I'm no scholar, I'm no bright spark either. I'm just a normal person who commits some sin, which we all do, but which we aren't proud of.
The Holy Spirit is within me, as He is in you if you believe in Jesus. The Holy Spirit gives me a conscious and my conscious says it's wrong to smoke. Actually having the strength, the courage to stop smoking is what I require, what I long for and ask for.
I apologize for my behaviour in this thread. Many of you know me for a few years and you know my attitude isn't always like this. I'm going through a rough time, which I mentioned in the mod room and I'm just not coping well.
I'd appreciate your prayers as brothers and sisters in Christ. I am sorry for hurting you with my words.
God bless you
Much love
Faithful Son (Jako)
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