I was manipulated and controlled; tempted eachtime to wrong. I had lost the christian in me for pleasures of the earth. Life became meaningless. Death was virtually the only way out. Each time it was over, I would call upon my Lord though having in mind that he wouldn't listen.''Take me Lord for now i am pure'' my words to him, but it seemed he didn't heed. I conceived many thoughts of suicide, thoughts that would end my misery. When my ways became all the more vain and sinful, I decided to resist my temptations. I succesfully did, continuing my newly found faith for days and days until it all seemed meaningless and unpleasant. Then, i realized my faults and pledged never to continue in my old ways.
The Lord was with me all the way and not for a second will he abandone me to the ruins of my enemy...
The Lord was with me all the way and not for a second will he abandone me to the ruins of my enemy...
