windmill2kids
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- Nov 4, 2008
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Yesterday I went to the Phsyciatrist. She gave me a newer prescription for my nerve pills because my same bottle was three years old and they would not work after that long,, besides , I don't take them unless I have to , guess that's why I've had the same bottle so long. I told her that someone from India who apparently had a degree in Pshycology had been telling me not to take medicine and that all my problems were just in my mind,, she was basically telling me that there was no such thing as Bipolar, and she don't know, she's not been in my shoes. I believed her though and that's what landed me at the mental health center again. I think this mothers group I've been going to is not good for me because there has been so much drama within this group, and like I said, that friend I made from India which is in the Mother's group also, is the same one that's been telling me that there is no such thing as bipolar and that I don't need to be on medicine and all that blah blah nonsense. I actually believed her though, and also she's been trying to tell me how to do everything! Ofcourse like a dummy I have listened to everything she has told me and it has sent me into a nervous meltdown and has overwhelmed me deeply. I trust people too much! I think I will take the Phsyciatrists advice and stay away from the Mother's Group and this person. Besides, there's been a lot of talking behind other people's backs in this group and it's not healthy for my Christian life. I'm just glad that God has shown me this, but now I'm stuck with the after effects that it has caused me,, now I'm going to have to get back up on my feet again, and that is always the hardest part. It's always easy to realize you've fallen down, but the hardest part is getting back up. Please pray for me that I would be able to get back up on my feet again, for God, for my children, for myself, and for my husband. Thank You. I love this group so much! Atleast there's no talking behind people's backs in here. Love you guys, mean it!