Well brother. I believe that when you have accepted Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior, Jesus is in you amd you are in Jesus Christ. And it is written that when you have Christ you have everything(Col.2:10).I believe that you have all the gifts of the Holy Spirit bec. Jesus is in you, and He is complete in you.But you have your forte; but you haveand can use all those gifts especially when you are the only one available.God is looking for a willing and available vessel to manifest His glory, not the ability.In I Cor. 2 not sure of the basis can't recall, that God uses ordinary people whom the world considers of no value to shame those the world considers wise. God bless us. Peace is with us.
Paul’s Third Missionary Journey Acts 19:1-7
1*While Apollos was in Corinth, Paul traveled through the interior provinces. Finally, he came to Ephesus, where he found several believers.* 2*“Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?” he asked them.
“No,” they replied, “we don’t know what you mean. We haven’t even heard that there is a Holy Spirit.”
3*“Then what baptism did you experience?” he asked.
And they replied, “The baptism of John.”
4*Paul said, “John’s baptism was to demonstrate a desire to turn from sin and turn to God. John himself told the people to believe in Jesus, the one John said would come later.”
5*As soon as they heard this, they were baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus. 6*Then when Paul laid his hands on them, the Holy Spirit came on them, and they spoke in other tongues and prophesied. 7*There were about twelve men in all.