Brother Kobecriss Prayers you always have with us!! Now you have to take your will, and make it obey his Word. WE my brother will always do what we really want to do.
The more time we spend in prayer and in HIS Word,I have found ,the stronger we can become in him.This takes hard work yes!! As I to battled a lot in this area of my life! My first lesson came after recieving Jesus, I had a big exam in College, I needed to stay awake to study!! My body was tired,I said out loud body, I know you are tired,but I have to study, and pray yet before I go to bed,if you do not wake up, I will put you in a cold shower!!
Body woke up,but after a time, my body was wanting to fall asleep,so I took my body into the shower,ran the cold water, and stuck my arm in it!!LOL My body woke up!! Then I said if you do not stay awake I will put you all in there!! I RULE!! no my flesh! Because Jesus is in me!! I was able to finish my studies and pray,then went to sleep and woke to take the exam the next day,without even being sleepy!! LOL
Jesus gave us a free will,but how and when we choose to use this,is up to us.How bad do we want what we need??
After we decide this!! THEN!! that truth in God's Word can really set us free!!( John 8:31-32!) Blessing to you!! That which we ask, we believe in( matt 7:7) they who seek Jesus will ALWAYS find him! For in our Jesus his door to his throne is always open to us,we just have to walk through it!! Blessing to you!!