JesusFriend,
I don't know what this serious decision is that you have make is, but I do know on thing. God is there with you and will help you with this...you said you didn't which way to go right now in your life well...here the best direction you can go my friend...its found in the book of Matthew7 verses 7-11
Matthew7:7-11 Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks recieves and he who seeks finds and to him who knocks it will be opened. him.
Turn to Jesus...be still and know that He is God and no matter what He will never leave nor forsake you. He will lead you and show you that which you must do...He has not left you alone my friend and never will.
My prayers are with you JesusFriend. I know in Jesus you will find that answer you seek. God bless!