Please picture this. there is a great darkness around,high on a hill you stand,a great light beams from you,right now,a light,for others to see,a light dear sister for you to see Psalm 119:105,if you stand and wait,more light will be shown,but if you jump out of the light,into the darkness,then how great is that darkness,and the others who you gave hope to,some of which you will never know,are lost forever,without your light to give them hope! The very same hope my dear sister,that you cling to!! rom 15:13 Please stay on the hill,please for all those who need your light of Christ to shine,because what you will find is,the longer you stay on the hill,the greater the light,and the greater the light,the more you, yourself shall see.And the more hope others will have to find the light you hold in you.blessing!