i live in el paso texas, border city right next to mexico, my city has always been a peaceful , humble city. I ask for prayer, the drug wars in Mexico are getting pretty bad . Murders , kiddnappings etc are happening over there . Cartels are running Mexico, that is a beautiful country, only corruption evil have overtaken it.
This however, is the enemy, he needs to be stopped, only God can do this. Than some of the people I have in my life are so negative, talking about how the U.S is corrupt and we are all brain washed blah blah blah.
It seems the enemy is at my every side. I feel so alone, if it wasn't for my amazing church here in El Paso I would not make it. God on one hand has not brought me my husband yet, to build my life, friends real christian good friends are scarce, seems everyone looks out for themselves. They use you and drop you. My parents are getting older, their health is in question? I am weary of being in the sammmmmmmmmme place again and again. Now all this fear coming from the border.
God has spoken to me he said OCTOBER, he says to me in a peaceful thought and assurance to keep holding on , trusting he is about to move BIG for me.
For me to lose the vision of being a counselor and showing how God saved me, having a companion, a home, a career, like i always envisioned, if i lose that my friends i just could not go on.
He is my reason , Gos is my joy, my vision is the breathe in my lungs. Please pray for El Paso, for Mexico, for God to move in my life to make things clear. I thank you all who took the time to read this. God bless you God breathe on you continued love .
This however, is the enemy, he needs to be stopped, only God can do this. Than some of the people I have in my life are so negative, talking about how the U.S is corrupt and we are all brain washed blah blah blah.
It seems the enemy is at my every side. I feel so alone, if it wasn't for my amazing church here in El Paso I would not make it. God on one hand has not brought me my husband yet, to build my life, friends real christian good friends are scarce, seems everyone looks out for themselves. They use you and drop you. My parents are getting older, their health is in question? I am weary of being in the sammmmmmmmmme place again and again. Now all this fear coming from the border.
God has spoken to me he said OCTOBER, he says to me in a peaceful thought and assurance to keep holding on , trusting he is about to move BIG for me.
For me to lose the vision of being a counselor and showing how God saved me, having a companion, a home, a career, like i always envisioned, if i lose that my friends i just could not go on.
He is my reason , Gos is my joy, my vision is the breathe in my lungs. Please pray for El Paso, for Mexico, for God to move in my life to make things clear. I thank you all who took the time to read this. God bless you God breathe on you continued love .
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