I don't understand how I get your email Gelly. You said via PM. Maybe there are things here I haven't learnt. I thank you for the love you are giving.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Okay, I think the book, "Surprised by the Voice of God" by Jack Deere, chapter 12 has a personal account of his father's own suicide and what the Lord showed him about it. Very encouraging. The whole book is great.