pray 4 me or I DIE

[minory girl]

dear all

I on the edge of life , I can't not take any more, no matter what I try and do, I keep getting kicked in the face, so now I have one other option left, and that is to, well basically, I want to commit suicde
(ok, ok I know this is not the way to go about things, but if you was going thro what I was going thro then you might understand a bit more)

I have nothing left, I really wishes I was NEVER!! here

(ok so you would tell me , that god loves me, and that he doesn't want me to commit suicde, so what , I have nothing left in life, )

I can't not write any more coz I close to tears.
:unlove:

 

[Faithful Son]

The last time I tried to commit suicide was in 2006 sister.

I won't go into the details, but it failed, that's because I'm here today.

I won't say God will allow your suicide attempt to fail, but isn't it better not to take the chance?

There's many days, many ocassions that I feel like committing suicide. I suffer from schizophrenia and the statistics shows that most people suffering from this illness either commit suicide, or are shot and killed for trespassing on property.

I am in God's hands. I don't know when my next psychological break will be. It's completely out of my control. I know I have been sober and clear minded for close to 2 years, but I know I have to plead for God's mercy every day.

Sister, today it seems completely like there is no way out. Tomorrow might be the same. But remember that days are coming when you will feel as light as a feather, with no cares in the world.

Then there will be days when you feel like you carrying the world. In both those types of days you have to remember God, ask for His guidance and make sure you live for Him and Him alone.

Jesus doesn't want you dead, otherwise He would have taken you already.

I don't want to be here either! It's a fact, I'm not ashamed of saying it. I ask God many times why He made me, why He allowed me to be born.

He says to me through people and circumstances that I may not know how or why today, but I will know one day.

Could I help you carry some of your burden sister? Is there any of the pain that you'd like me to carry and share with you?

I'm at your service, just let me know.

God bless you
Faithful Son

 

[Rachel15]

dear all

I on the edge of life , I can't not take any more, no matter what I try and do, I keep getting kicked in the face, so now I have one other option left, and that is to, well basically, I want to commit suicde
(ok, ok I know this is not the way to go about things, but if you was going thro what I was going thro then you might understand a bit more)

I have nothing left, I really wishes I was NEVER!! here

(ok so you would tell me , that god loves me, and that he doesn't want me to commit suicde, so what , I have nothing left in life, )

I can't not write any more coz I close to tears.
:unlove:

Dear minory girl,

It sounds as if you've been having a distressing time. Would you be able to share what's been happening with us? Or perhaps there might be someone you could share with in a pm?

Dear Father, please help minory girl to reach out to others and know that she is not alone. Please help us to know how to help support her. Please bring your words to mind and bring her comfort. Thank you for leading minory girl to this forum and to Christian fellowship. I pray for a hug for her and emotional support to help her at this difficult time. In Jesus Mighty Name, Amen.

Minory girl, when I am down I find listening to gentle worship helpful. Try and be kind to yourself. Perhaps it would also help to write down your prayers to God in a journal or on paper.

If you need to speak to someone on the phone there are some numbers I could search out for you.

Are you able to talk?

Love Rachel :girl_hug::rose:

 

[rizen1]

I've been praying for you sister, your depression has been for years and your first post on this was March 05 2007.

depression is killing me and my life - 03-05-07, 10:25 AM
hi all

for some years now I bin suffering depression , and I'm at my wits end to know how get out of this pit, my depression is getting out of hand (as in getting wost) , I wish I never had depression, please could you help, or give me some advice , I keep on praying to god to help ,me but I just want this depression to go for good , please help

Everyone has been an encouragement and blessing to you, we prayed and gvien you scripture.

It is November 03, and your thoughts are on suicide
I urge you, if you are currently in counselling please let them know you're thoughts.

You need physical Accountability right now.
We can pray for you, but right now you need physical contact.
Go to your pastor, family, friends and cry out to them.

The devil is a liar and he wants to steal, kill and destroy.

Steal our Joy by giving us depression
Kill our view of who we are in Christ
And Destroy our minds and body.

how do I ..... - 11-02-07, 07:00 AM

hi all
I 1st want to say thank you from you posts and advice.
My depression has bin getting wost , But I know that if I keep my eyes on the lord he will help me.
can someone tell me how do have a relationship with God,
I know that god does't want to see me depressed, you see why I say this is , coz I've heard god telling me thats he cares for me and that he does not want to see me cry my heart out. :shock:
if you can help , I would really be gr8ful.

Lets get to know God and who you are in Christ

http://www.talkjesus.com/get-saved-now/9340-christ-i-am.html

http://www.talkjesus.com/get-saved-now/10887-how-friends-god.html

 

[minory girl]

I've been praying for you sister, your depression has been for years and your first post on this was March 05 2007.



Everyone has been an encouragement and blessing to you, we prayed and gvien you scripture.

It is November 03, and your thoughts are on suicide
I urge you, if you are currently in counselling please let them know you're thoughts.

You need physical Accountability right now.
We can pray for you, but right now you need physical contact.
Go to your pastor, family, friends and cry out to them.

The devil is a liar and he wants to steal, kill and destroy.

Steal our Joy by giving us depression
Kill our view of who we are in Christ
And Destroy our minds and body.



Lets get to know God and who you are in Christ

http://www.talkjesus.com/get-saved-now/9340-christ-i-am.html

http://www.talkjesus.com/get-saved-now/10887-how-friends-god.html

please don't be :angry: with me :icon_confused:

 

[rizen1]

Hunny, I'm not mad at you at all,,,

The devil is behind everything and I dont want him to have this hold on you...

 

[rizen1]

I do not take suicide thoughts easily, its of the devil and he must be rebuked.

God created you in his image
You are a child of God.
No weapon formed against you shall prosper.

We are praying for you, please let those around you know how you feel ..physical accountability is very important.

I've had all those thoughts before, I took action but thank God he had a purpose and plan and none of my schemes worked.

I dont come to you with mere opinion but from experience that physical contact helps.
You need uplifting people.
Someone that will pull you up when you are down.

I use to isolate myself...the devil loved that...why
because no one was around to tell me he's a liar.

Misery loves company...I hanged out with other people who had problems.
They couldnt help me, only pulled me into a deeper depression

With Christain brothers and Sisters at my side.
They helped restore the joy of his salvation

 

[4Given]

I'm prayin for you girl,please dont do this,God loves you and He can help you through anything!Pm me if you need to talk.God Bless 4G

 

[ladylovesJesus]

Sister rizen is not angry with you but trying to encourage you and help you to move forward and seek the real help that you obviously need. God is always in control even when we cannot see it.

Jeremiah 29 11-14 is good to read.

Jesus loves you and no matter what you do He does not love you any more or any less.

God is love. He never changes. He always has hold of your hand.

God bless

LLJ :rainbow: :rose:

 

[minory girl]

Sister rizen is not angry with you but trying to encourage you and help you to move forward and seek the real help that you obviously need. God is always in control even when we cannot see it.

Jeremiah 29 11-14 is good to read.

Jesus loves you and no matter what you do He does not love you any more or any less.

God is love. He never changes. He always has hold of your hand.

God bless

LLJ :rainbow: :rose:

sorry , It's not my falut I feel like this ....... oh u think I'm a loser or somethink, I'm trying my best, it be happy,but at the moment I can't :unlove:

 

[Coconut]

minory girl, you do have ONE thing left, you have Someone walking out there on "the edge" with you.

Please take these words and think on them, repeat them to yourself, get them down in your heart, and let them give you a reason to keep on living.

"Because Jesus is my Shepherd, I have everything I need"

Psalm 23:1
The Lord takes care of me as his sheep; I will not be without any good thing.

Matthew 18:10 Jesus said: Let it not seem to you that one of these little ones is of no value; for I say to you that in heaven their angels see at all times the face of my Father in heaven.
What would you say now? if a man has a hundred sheep, and one of them has gone wandering away, will he not let the ninety-nine be, and go to the mountains in search of the wandering one?
And if he comes across it, truly I say to you, he has more joy over it than over the ninety-nine which have not gone out of the way.
Even so it is not the pleasure of your Father in heaven for one of these little ones to come to destruction.


The Shepherd went out to search for His sheep,
and all thru the night on the rocky steep,
He searched until He found me,
and with loving arms He bound me,
and I was that one lost sheep...

 

[Ncdataman]

Dear sweet Minory, you are not alone my friend, you ARE very much loved here! I pray for you on a daily basis, I really cherish our friendship. I am here and on MSN if you want to talk. God is walking right beside you, and so are your friends from TJ. I pray that God will lift your spirit and give you peace in this difficult time. Know you are not alone, In Christ, NC

 

[Chad]

Suicide is equal to saying to GOD "your not strong enough to fix my problems". This is basically what suicide is, and ending your life while eternally separating yourself from your Creator, GOD. Are you 100% sure you want this? What problems do you have that would validate a suicide? I'm 100% confident that no issues in life can validate suicide. I'm also 100% confident that no issue in life can invalidate GOD's power to heal these issues, in Jesus Christ.

Sister, I'd like to know one thing. What have you done for yourself to get closer to GOD and truly try to get His healing? Have you genuinely come to Him in prayer and faith? Have you seeked counsel from pastors at your church? Have you read the Word to find out what GOD has to say about you and life in general? I'm asking, because I do not know what your answers are. If we all know the answers, perhaps we'll have a better understanding of what your situation is spiritually with GOD, where you stand and how we can better respond to your issues.

Try your best to prune the ungodly things from your life, your environment whatever these things may be. Secular music, movies, shows and even friends who are not godly. These kind of friends can easily bring you down and drift you into their worldly ways.

I will literally tell you straight forth in truth that suicide equals eternity in hell. You may not believe me and others may disagree, but Scripture makes it very clear.

John 3:36
He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.

Note that "believing" requires more than just "I believe" in words or in your heart. It requires true faith and relationship with GOD. Suicide excludes this entirely.

Please keep on praying and seeking Christ. Come unto Him in faith and surrender yourself to GOD. He loves you more than words can say.

 

[mounty]

Hunny

There are many people on here who have shared the experience you are now facing,

There are times in our lives sweetheart darkness is all we can see, but it is at these times God becomes our light and our way out.
If you really are thinking of taking your own life ,you are basically telling God he isnt good enough to help you, sister i know in your heart you dont believe that.

You have support here and people who have their hands extended to you, it is up to you if you accept this help being offered or not.

No one here is mad at you or holds any form of ill will to you hunny, We all want you to get better we all are praying for you, but at the end of the day you need to stand up and call out for Jesus to save you and He will answer your call,

Sweety you are not the first and wont be the last to fight this battle, everyone here is here for you ,i pray you accept this help and Take the hand God your Father has offered you.

My Prayers are with you sister have faith,

 

[Rachel15]

I too have felt suicidal. If it helps try and just take things day by day, rather than looking too far ahead. If you are able, try printing out these posts so that you can have them with you. God does love you very much, which is why He sent His Son to die for you. God works through people - we are called to be His hands, His servants to care for each other. Whilst it may seem that you can't hear Him, He is infact talking to you through people at TalkJesus and his Word in the Bible until you are able to discern His voice for yourself.

I too think it is important that you are seeing someone in person as well as fellowshipping here. We all need a helping hand from time to time. Do you have someone to go to?

When I was desperate and felt I wanted to hear a voice I also telephoned the Samaritans. They may or may not be believers, but God can still help us through other people - He knows your situation and cares deeply.

:girl_hug::rose:

Rachel

 

[minory girl]

dear all.

thank you to all who replyed to my post, and thanks for your advice, and help,

I know I should not think about ending my life.
But it's just that I feel like I'm a failure (why I say this,is coz, no matter what I do , I end up getting it wrong)
and I end up getting dirt throw-ed in my face

I'm trying my best to pray to god to help me , but I just feel like I'm a loser
please note , that, this is difficult for me to talk about , so please be understanding with me

 

[Michael19]

Sister I am praying for you, and you also need to be praying to God for help. Through the power of God all things are possible and he can help you with your problem.

God Bless

 

[Rachel15]

dear all.

thank you to all who replyed to my post, and thanks for your advice, and help,

I know I should not think about ending my life.
But it's just that I feel like I'm a failure (why I say this,is coz, no matter what I do , I end up getting it wrong)
and I end up getting dirt throw-ed in my face

I'm trying my best to pray to god to help me , but I just feel like I'm a loser
please note , that, this is difficult for me to talk about , so please be understanding with me

Thank you for sharing this. I think its great that you are taking to steps to share with others.

I want to share that the past few days have been a huge breakthrough for me because God has been showing me that I can trust other people more than I thought. It took obedience - I believed that God wanted me to go to church yesterday and so I went - and courage - when I felt so emotional in the service I shared with someone how I was feeling even though it was through lots of tears. We were then able to pray together and God gave us both a lot of insight into why I felt this way and what I needed to do.

I hope this will encourage you to know that even though you may face difficult emotions, others can help and are willing to share this pain. Then as we reach out to God and pray for understanding, God in His love and compassion for us gives us insight. What has helped me grow enormously and be able to face challenges like this (I was afraid to go back to church) as well is praying for wisdom - God does give wisdom to those who ask.

You say that you feel like you are a failure - no wonder you are feeling depressed if this is how you see yourself. Pray for understanding. Find time to be with others. This is how you can take steps to challenge this view of yourself. Develop your attributes - like reaching out to others - this is one. Start by asking yourself, if you weren't depressed and didn't see yourself as a failure, where would you like to be or what would you like to be doing?

God has a plan particularly for you, and your life. Trust in God, trust in Jesus.

I am learning about trusting people at the moment, so I can empathise with it being hard to open up, but as you do you may be surprised and encouraged, as I have been, to find that other people are, well...kind of the same, and not nearly so hard on you as you may be yourself.

Love one another, that's the key.

:girl_hug:

Rachel

 

[Janette]

Shut up Satan!

Enough.

I speak now by Grace through Faith of those things which we know to be true and within the dominion of man. This authority granted by Christos Yehushua to all of the Saved children of men, of whom I am simply the one first moved to speak.

Now hear, in His name do I bind and remove thee, Satan.

Be away from this child.

The Lord rebuke you and all your ways and minions out of the life of minority girl from this moment forward.

Your stolen influence is broken. You have no power over her.

By the blood of the Lamb she is healed.

 

[minory girl]

Dear all
Thank you for your advice and help.

I relies that I was wrong.

I've hear jesus talking to me and telling how much he loved me,
and I felt him take away my pain.

he said to me ' I don't want to be depressed'

I reject the devil

LEAVE NOW! I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE IN TO YOUR LETTLE EVIL WAYS
JESUS IS MY STRENGTH!!