I'm not sure how or what to even ask this prayer to be for. I have been a Christian over 30 years who has went from 'on fire for God',to the opposite place of backsliding ( in cycles)throughout my entire walk with Him until these past 6 years where my walk has finally continued steady in the right direction.
There has always been a great component of fear and grief that I still deal with for many reasons.
I have a whole lot of current circumstances that I am now dealing with that I know I need to trust God to help me through, and mature in some more respects. I will be honest and say that I have alot of fear, and I want to believe that God ( I know by faith He does), love me, and to sense that love especially now. I know He never leaves or forsakes us, but I am feeling very alone right now and becoming depressed again.
There are areas, or things that I need to change as well, and I need His strength to do these things also.
God has been very merciful to me throughout my life, and has done some amazing things in and through me. But right now I feel I am losing some hope. My lifes story is way too filled with so many things I could not begin to express here. So, I would ask ( as God knows what He needs and wants to do), that I'd have a willing heart and trust Him.
Thank you,
Charyl
There has always been a great component of fear and grief that I still deal with for many reasons.
I have a whole lot of current circumstances that I am now dealing with that I know I need to trust God to help me through, and mature in some more respects. I will be honest and say that I have alot of fear, and I want to believe that God ( I know by faith He does), love me, and to sense that love especially now. I know He never leaves or forsakes us, but I am feeling very alone right now and becoming depressed again.
There are areas, or things that I need to change as well, and I need His strength to do these things also.
God has been very merciful to me throughout my life, and has done some amazing things in and through me. But right now I feel I am losing some hope. My lifes story is way too filled with so many things I could not begin to express here. So, I would ask ( as God knows what He needs and wants to do), that I'd have a willing heart and trust Him.
Thank you,
Charyl