pinkangel44
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- Joined
- Feb 26, 2006
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- 38
Please pray for me and my son who is 27 yrs old.i can,t cope with his drug addiction.it scares me.I feel i,m useless at being a christian instead of helping i find my self calling the police because he is unpredictable and i don,t want my grandson witnessing this.Two occasions last week i did call the ambulance service as he overdose in my garden they took him to hospital within a couple of hours he was back hammering my door i could,nt cope.I know Jesus would,nt of ran ,but i did.I have know one to talk to feel completely on my own and am sure i will lose my son as he is now looking so grey,thin and it breaks my heart.All my neighbours have had enough i,m talk of the street and tell me i,m no Christian but i have tryed so hard over many years trying to get him help and then he refuses it.I have giving him a bed and promised he would never do drugs under my roof then i have caught him early hours of the morning.My garden is like a mine field,having to check it every day for seringes in case my grandson was to find one.I,m at breaking point, i fear his life.I suffer depression as it is and i cant allow my self to fall and i have my beautiful grandson to keep strong for.I do continuely pray myself for Anthony i truely do.