I am sorry and regretful to any of you but most of all to The Lord and I ask for Forgiveness with my whole heart . Jesus would be the only one who would know this about me but if I could Help all of you even give anything to help all of you, even my life I would . I want to tell you a short and very true story in ,1960 when I was being made (not born yet) I knew something -that most would not believe that I was being sent here to this world and I did not want to come here because of the pain you can feel before you make it here. Pain radiates out from this life in all directions and new spirits can be affected by it and I was . No, let me just say that again No I am not crazy but I am ultra sensitive to all that is here because I know where I came from -we all get gifts from God to help us in our journey and all are different for each of us . Now, in my life at this time is many very great problems I am facing more than you would believe ,I am homeless and ashamed to even admit that it happened to me and so much more (it`s enough to make anyone question their life and purpose) I am NOT confused just cosmicly-stressed out to the max(49 yrs worth) but nothing has removed from me that knowledge of my begining . Pray for me if you would like too but my concern is for you, that you all do as much as you can for your families and friends because they are the only thing in life worth loving for (outside of living for God only -Not meaning to down Grade our Lord Jesus, yes he is the first ) but you know what I mean . Alone in this life is emptiness and sorrow and it should not be this way but I dont make the rules and it oh so very hard to build a life when there is no ground to stand on . 165 and counting and what is that ,the number of addresses I have lived at from my birth so I envy people who have in one place for most of their lives ,yes many true stories in this world you would never believe but all true. TY for reading and praying, Chris
