God bless you Donnie, glad to see you here. Don't be discouraged by what the evil fool tempts you to do, but be encouraged by your brothers and sisters here on the board, by your family/friend's help and above all names, by the Savior Himself Jesus Christ's free gift of Salvation to you and I and everyone who believes. Scripture is GOD speaking to us. Its like instant medicine, sometimes we *may* feel like it is not working and we wonder why, but maybe that doubt is our faith dropping level (so to speak) and we feel discouraged. Never be, and I pray for you and know for sure that Jesus will show you the way. Remain strong and watch your self grow stronger, in Jesus' name.