Hey to all,
brothers and sisters i am a very deeply wounded spiritually. just a few days ago, i run into the same conversation of my mom trying to get me married and also my mom disapproving of me marrying a christian girl. first of all, i have no intentions of getting married soon. I am so damaged spiritually. I lose all hope of anything becoming better in my life. How would you feel if your very own mother who is not a christian and says doesnt want you to marry a christian and if you do marry a christian that she will be depressed and cry all the days of her life? Its funny how ur own mother gives u like an ultimatum of choosing her happiness over the one the created me and gave me life even to this day GOD!! its a never ending battle. I almost want to believe that GOD is not sovereign and allows bad things to happen in this earth. its real scary to know if u choose the world over god you go to hell for eternity but u choose GOD over the world. you suffer so much in this present lifetime and then be joyful with him in heaven for eternity. Obviously, i choose god over the world. But I guess while i am living in the present moment i might say goodbye to family members because GOD divides families in half. that just seems so evil that families have to be broken when people choose GOD. anyways, please pray for me. I am severely hurt spirtually.
your bro in christ,
Amit Patel
brothers and sisters i am a very deeply wounded spiritually. just a few days ago, i run into the same conversation of my mom trying to get me married and also my mom disapproving of me marrying a christian girl. first of all, i have no intentions of getting married soon. I am so damaged spiritually. I lose all hope of anything becoming better in my life. How would you feel if your very own mother who is not a christian and says doesnt want you to marry a christian and if you do marry a christian that she will be depressed and cry all the days of her life? Its funny how ur own mother gives u like an ultimatum of choosing her happiness over the one the created me and gave me life even to this day GOD!! its a never ending battle. I almost want to believe that GOD is not sovereign and allows bad things to happen in this earth. its real scary to know if u choose the world over god you go to hell for eternity but u choose GOD over the world. you suffer so much in this present lifetime and then be joyful with him in heaven for eternity. Obviously, i choose god over the world. But I guess while i am living in the present moment i might say goodbye to family members because GOD divides families in half. that just seems so evil that families have to be broken when people choose GOD. anyways, please pray for me. I am severely hurt spirtually.
your bro in christ,
Amit Patel