need desperate prayer

[jchsap83]

Hey to all,

I need your prayer. I have gone into a drinking addiction. I have too much bitterness in people and GOD. my family members and other indian community members get on my last nerve. I dont know how to slow to anger when family members are jealous of me and mom. and family members spreading lies and rumors about my mom. I can tell you this family sucks, people ****, and everyone on this planet sucks including me. I have a really hard time accepting the fact the world hates me like it says in the bible in john 15:18 and so on. just like my family members cant handle the fact im christian i have to be hated. any christians out there like me has to face that we are the most hated people in this world. and with my mom hounding me about marriage, I don't know if she will ever accept me marrying a christian women. shes still trying to get me married by a year or so from now. either she can accept my marriage with a christian and be happy or she doesnt accept, denies me or kills herself because her telling me shes only living for my marriage and kids. if this is the case How can I trust in GOD that this situation will be OK. I have lost my trust in GOD. I dont know how to trust him anymore. all I know is I feel so astray from God that i need his touch. I need that faith back. I need to know how to trust God again. please pray for me that GOD touches my heart and softens it and heals me from this bitterness.
Please Help

your bro in christ,
Amit Patel

 

[stephen]

Hey to all,

I need your prayer. I have gone into a drinking addiction. I have too much bitterness in people and GOD. my family members and other indian community members get on my last nerve. I dont know how to slow to anger when family members are jealous of me and mom. and family members spreading lies and rumors about my mom. I can tell you this family sucks, people ****, and everyone on this planet sucks including me. I have a really hard time accepting the fact the world hates me like it says in the bible in john 15:18 and so on. just like my family members cant handle the fact im christian i have to be hated. any christians out there like me has to face that we are the most hated people in this world. and with my mom hounding me about marriage, I don't know if she will ever accept me marrying a christian women. shes still trying to get me married by a year or so from now. either she can accept my marriage with a christian and be happy or she doesnt accept, denies me or kills herself because her telling me shes only living for my marriage and kids. if this is the case How can I trust in GOD that this situation will be OK. I have lost my trust in GOD. I dont know how to trust him anymore. all I know is I feel so astray from God that i need his touch. I need that faith back. I need to know how to trust God again. please pray for me that GOD touches my heart and softens it and heals me from this bitterness.
Please Help

your bro in christ,
Amit Patel

Praying for you at this time........in Jesus...He alone is worthy

 

[cherryl]

hey there

I am praying for you my brother.Do you have a strong network of friends (christians) who can help you pray,because its one thing talking to people on the internet and having someone to talk to face to face. if you do i suggest that you get them to pray for you and to constantly check up on you.

I reckon that the suffering that you are going through are not worthy to be compared to the glory that shall be revealed in you.....

In his grip

Cherryl

 

[Boanerges]

Amit my friend, you need to have a sit down talk with your Pastor or even another Pastor. They are trained and equipped to help.
You are in my prayers. Many blessings in His wonderful Name,
your brother Larry.

 

[rlowe]

jchsap83 "Hey to all,

I need your prayer. I have gone into a drinking addiction. I have too much bitterness in people and GOD. my family members and other indian community members get on my last nerve. I dont know how to slow to anger when family members are jealous of me and mom. and family members spreading lies and rumors about my mom. I can tell you this family sucks, people ****, and everyone on this planet sucks including me. I have a really hard time accepting the fact the world hates me like it says in the bible in john 15:18 and so on. just like my family members cant handle the fact im christian i have to be hated. any christians out there like me has to face that we are the most hated people in this world. and with my mom hounding me about marriage, I don't know if she will ever accept me marrying a christian women. shes still trying to get me married by a year or so from now. either she can accept my marriage with a christian and be happy or she doesnt accept, denies me or kills herself because her telling me shes only living for my marriage and kids. if this is the case How can I trust in GOD that this situation will be OK. I have lost my trust in GOD. I dont know how to trust him anymore. all I know is I feel so astray from God that i need his touch. I need that faith back. I need to know how to trust God again. please pray for me that GOD touches my heart and softens it and heals me from this bitterness.
Please Help"

Praying for you, jchsap83.

These do NOT help, they only worsen the situation. Rely on God for He will NEVER fail you nor leave you. Pray with me that God will make a way & possitively change hearts.

YouTube - God Will Make a Way with words

 

[Margaux]

Unconditional Love

Hey to all,

I need your prayer. I have gone into a drinking addiction. I have too much bitterness in people and GOD. my family members and other indian community members get on my last nerve. I dont know how to slow to anger when family members are jealous of me and mom. and family members spreading lies and rumors about my mom. I can tell you this family sucks, people ****, and everyone on this planet sucks including me. I have a really hard time accepting the fact the world hates me like it says in the bible in john 15:18 and so on. just like my family members cant handle the fact im christian i have to be hated. any christians out there like me has to face that we are the most hated people in this world. and with my mom hounding me about marriage, I don't know if she will ever accept me marrying a christian women. shes still trying to get me married by a year or so from now. either she can accept my marriage with a christian and be happy or she doesnt accept, denies me or kills herself because her telling me shes only living for my marriage and kids. if this is the case How can I trust in GOD that this situation will be OK. I have lost my trust in GOD. I dont know how to trust him anymore. all I know is I feel so astray from God that i need his touch. I need that faith back. I need to know how to trust God again. please pray for me that GOD touches my heart and softens it and heals me from this bitterness.
Please Help

your bro in christ,
Amit Patel

!!Unconditional Love , begins with Me!! .......

Love begins with self acceptance and forgiveness.
With respect and compassion we embrace each other and together we can make the difference through unconditional love....remember we cannot change one another ,however we can pray for one another and God is the one who will make the difference, because God is Love and His mercy endures forever.

So the only advice that i can give you is the following; Live in the word of God , rather research the scriptures like it says;
2Timothy 3;16-17
All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness,so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.

Ephesians 2:10
For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

In essence, if we want Jesus to direct our lives, we must take control of our consistent actions. It's not what we do once in a while that shapes our lives, but what we do consistently in the name Jesus.

Just remember ...-John 3:16
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Galations 2:20
I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

Just trust in God and He will direct your life. I will pray that God gives you the strength to overcome all the lies of satan that he is placing in your mind ...and replace it with the love of God , just remember God called you by grace and that shows that Jesus Loves you very much , no matter what the cost the saying is in;

Romans 8:30-31
And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.
What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?

Galations 5:22-25
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.

Your Fellow sister in Christ.

Margaux.

 

[Etienne Marais]

I will pray for you. May God help you out of this situation.

 

[shipwrecksoul]

Dear brother jchsap83
I understand exactly and I mean exactly how you feel. I never said that to no one ever! I am 48 saved 30 years. I am 1/8 American Indian as well, Cherokee. The culture shock for christians to help others in other cultures in America is almost ludicrous. I say this because of the academics they preach to be able to minister to others. They do not rest upon the power of God they only rest in the ordination through curriculum. God almighty knows you by name jchsap83. You may not understand his will for you at this point in your life but that's OK. He just wants you even in your doubt and confusion to acknowledge him for how you know the relationship you have with him.He knows all the grieving of your not understanding what your going through. The addiction to drinking will pass whether it be tomorrow by God's grace or 30 years from now by God's grace you still are a child of God. God loves you! You saw that love and cried out for it. Remember? He is able now through our weaknesses to show strong his strength in our lives. In a way its special that you would say your faith is in question because you know how real it is for your life as being born again to begin with in the first place. I hope that you can find a church that has the Spirit of God to help minister to you. If not this is the first place I would come to because I said something in negativity on something to the main man here Chad he took it and addressed it but did not knock me with it. He had hurt feelings but did not knock me with it!


I will be praying for you brother.

Your friend and Brother
shipwrecksoul


Please contact me if you need a friend who understands

 

[beam]

Hi there brother,

Father God i lift our brother to you, he is a part of your body and therefore a part of us and us a part of him, all under one head, you my dear Jesus Christ, lover of our souls.

Father you are so worthy and so perfect and so right in everything that you do, there is no darkness in you whatsoever, sovereign God.

Father i bring our precious precious brother before your almighy throne of grace, strengthen this one Lord God to overcome, bless him and fill him with Your wisdom, truth and grace to pull through these circumstances, Father enable and empower Him by your wonderful liberating Holy Spirit to rise and stay above the circumstances, give him a willingness and enthusiasm he has never experienced before to climb his mountain praising you all the way, Oh Father only you can touch this ones heart so deep and true. May he know you and bear fruit for you, may he understand and learn what he needs to my God, in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

We love you, i hurt with you, i am so sorry that you are feeling so bitter and tossed about the storms of life, but thank you so much for admitting and confessing the sin of bitterness, God is your rock to hold onto in the storm, God IS your deliverer, God is your fortress, God is your High Tower, Psalm 91 God says that you will call to HIM in times of trouble and He will be with you in your time of trouble and deliver you AND honor you, thank you Father for doing this for your precious son in Jesus name..amen

God bless you with so much wisdom and all the strength you need and more to execute that wisdom in your life.
p.s. If i had the money i would fly you to my house and my whole family would surround you with so much love and friendship and laughter and care!!!!

With much love
beam :wink: