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Hey to all,
Being a christian is so hard when u know the world is against you. this is a huge problem for me. my family is against me for being christian, my mom is sorta against me a little as far as me wanting to marry a christian girl. my mom is hindu and I am christian. She wants me to marry a hindu girl just like my other relatives. Plus my mom and relatives are hounding me right now on getting married and im 25 only. I have a serious rage and anger problem. so pray i dont break my fuse and rip my family verbally. and yes i know being in anger is not christ like. Also the day after i came back from italy from missions. the subject came out about marriage with my parents. It broke my moms heart and started crying that i wouldnt marry a hindu girl. she also claimed that she would die if this happened. What can i do? I have to obey GOD and deny myself for him like it is says in Mark 8:34. its funny that I have to give up my dreams and hopes. if i choose to obey GOD and not my mom and family then I will lose everything. and my mom. I dont know if i am ready for this. and even if i find a christian that is indian and patel i still wouldnt know wether my mom will approve or not. and if she does i have to worry about my mom wanting to marry in the indian tradition compared to the christian tradition. I need some help in my decision. if i decide to follow GOD like i want I might as well forget my hopes forget my dreams forget about my mom playing with my kid forget everything i ever hoped for. cause i know i will never have it my way in life and its all about GODs way. right now i choose to live GODs way and give up my life. please message me in private or on here if u have any thoughts or advise.
Love your Bro In Christ,
Amit Patel
Being a christian is so hard when u know the world is against you. this is a huge problem for me. my family is against me for being christian, my mom is sorta against me a little as far as me wanting to marry a christian girl. my mom is hindu and I am christian. She wants me to marry a hindu girl just like my other relatives. Plus my mom and relatives are hounding me right now on getting married and im 25 only. I have a serious rage and anger problem. so pray i dont break my fuse and rip my family verbally. and yes i know being in anger is not christ like. Also the day after i came back from italy from missions. the subject came out about marriage with my parents. It broke my moms heart and started crying that i wouldnt marry a hindu girl. she also claimed that she would die if this happened. What can i do? I have to obey GOD and deny myself for him like it is says in Mark 8:34. its funny that I have to give up my dreams and hopes. if i choose to obey GOD and not my mom and family then I will lose everything. and my mom. I dont know if i am ready for this. and even if i find a christian that is indian and patel i still wouldnt know wether my mom will approve or not. and if she does i have to worry about my mom wanting to marry in the indian tradition compared to the christian tradition. I need some help in my decision. if i decide to follow GOD like i want I might as well forget my hopes forget my dreams forget about my mom playing with my kid forget everything i ever hoped for. cause i know i will never have it my way in life and its all about GODs way. right now i choose to live GODs way and give up my life. please message me in private or on here if u have any thoughts or advise.
Love your Bro In Christ,
Amit Patel