my first real memory was when i was 6 years old, dad came home from work and slammed the front door and beat up my mom when i tried to get involved he knocked me out.
at age 7 i saw a brick mason across the street in a subdivision, id been watching him work for weeks, i wen to him and asked, mister can you teach me to do what you do, he looked at me and said boy this is black mans work, so i said sooo you cant teach me lol.
I worked for him for 2 years, when i was 9 he told me he was going to report my dad for the bruises I told him not to that it would make things worse, he told me if you ever want to leave home and work for me Im here for you.
At age10 i left home to work with him when i was 13 he caught his guys raping me and he fired them, they killed him. i was told if i reported them they would kill me. I worked for other contractors till i was 13 yet still ppl treated me like a toy for their pleasure.
At 13 i met a girl she lived with her mother in DC she let me sleep in the shed out back, before to long i had 2 kids with her, when her mother found out she kicked me out.
So back to the street, i met a guy who told me hed pay me good to sell drugs for him so i did. The trials of the streeet were many, it was not easy or pretty su re i made alot of money, learned how to fight shoot a hand gun. my best friend got caught steeling from my boss they blew his brains out i had grey matter all over me, thats when i knew it was time to go back home. So at age 16 i wwent home kicked the crud out of my dad, told him if he ever hit my mother agian id kill him plus it did not hurt that i had a 38 with me lol.
Guess what dad changed his life he never became a christian or a father or a husband but the abuse stopped. I also had a head injury as a kid and was blessed with epilepsy.
i had all kinds of pain pills, anti depressants that had never worked for me. At age 19 i received a phone call that my ex gf had had a auto accident, the kids had been in the back seat of the car and were not strapped in, they were shot out the front window of the car and died.
I lost it i had no reason to live, i knew my dad would not ever leave work before 6pm it was noon so i took 500 pills that had never worked for me and 3 bottels of jack daniels.
I woke up a year later from a coma, i knew who i was where i was, i had prayed the prayer several times in my life and had dont it to please others i had never done it for me i got saved that day i was told later that i had died for 3 min my heart had stopped my dad had come home early from work the paramedics got the in time.
But man did not save me God did there was no way with all the stuff i had taken that man could have saved me. When i was 21 i was in a car accident ie i wrecked my car near a church i went inside to use the phone, the pastor and youth pastor laid thier hand on me to heal as they daid my injuries. It did work in fact it worked so well God healed my epilepsy as well. I have never really believed in healing till that point.
Well thats it for now, my testimony continues on a dad to day baises.
Dont allow life or ppl in life dictate who you are or who you will be
as bad as it was id change nothing, for my life as it has been has made me who i am. GBU all
at age 7 i saw a brick mason across the street in a subdivision, id been watching him work for weeks, i wen to him and asked, mister can you teach me to do what you do, he looked at me and said boy this is black mans work, so i said sooo you cant teach me lol.
I worked for him for 2 years, when i was 9 he told me he was going to report my dad for the bruises I told him not to that it would make things worse, he told me if you ever want to leave home and work for me Im here for you.
At age10 i left home to work with him when i was 13 he caught his guys raping me and he fired them, they killed him. i was told if i reported them they would kill me. I worked for other contractors till i was 13 yet still ppl treated me like a toy for their pleasure.
At 13 i met a girl she lived with her mother in DC she let me sleep in the shed out back, before to long i had 2 kids with her, when her mother found out she kicked me out.
So back to the street, i met a guy who told me hed pay me good to sell drugs for him so i did. The trials of the streeet were many, it was not easy or pretty su re i made alot of money, learned how to fight shoot a hand gun. my best friend got caught steeling from my boss they blew his brains out i had grey matter all over me, thats when i knew it was time to go back home. So at age 16 i wwent home kicked the crud out of my dad, told him if he ever hit my mother agian id kill him plus it did not hurt that i had a 38 with me lol.
Guess what dad changed his life he never became a christian or a father or a husband but the abuse stopped. I also had a head injury as a kid and was blessed with epilepsy.
i had all kinds of pain pills, anti depressants that had never worked for me. At age 19 i received a phone call that my ex gf had had a auto accident, the kids had been in the back seat of the car and were not strapped in, they were shot out the front window of the car and died.
I lost it i had no reason to live, i knew my dad would not ever leave work before 6pm it was noon so i took 500 pills that had never worked for me and 3 bottels of jack daniels.
I woke up a year later from a coma, i knew who i was where i was, i had prayed the prayer several times in my life and had dont it to please others i had never done it for me i got saved that day i was told later that i had died for 3 min my heart had stopped my dad had come home early from work the paramedics got the in time.
But man did not save me God did there was no way with all the stuff i had taken that man could have saved me. When i was 21 i was in a car accident ie i wrecked my car near a church i went inside to use the phone, the pastor and youth pastor laid thier hand on me to heal as they daid my injuries. It did work in fact it worked so well God healed my epilepsy as well. I have never really believed in healing till that point.
Well thats it for now, my testimony continues on a dad to day baises.
Dont allow life or ppl in life dictate who you are or who you will be
as bad as it was id change nothing, for my life as it has been has made me who i am. GBU all
