Greetings Sealightbreeze,
It appears that this medication is causing you problems, from what you say, and that would seem to give you two problems, so...
my prayer for you is two fold....that you are delivered from the bondage of depression, set free by the name of Jesus
and being healed and restored that you cease from taking that medication[poison] that is doing so much wrong to your life and that the Lord protect your body from the side effects and withdrawal effects.
Yes, Lord ...that Sealightbreeze is totally healed Lord, first of depression and then released from the medication Lord....and lord, please do this now Lord...please
Jesus is the way the truth and the life and in Him you have life, and abundant life...He is your healer and your medicine, so again, I pray in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Ghost that you be set free at once from the bondage of depression and ask the angels of God to minister to your heart and mind and body, to restore your soul in perfect health of spirit, that the name of Jesus be glorified...amen
Glory to God hallelujah