is this part public or private? intro. i was binging the net and up pops this site and my stumach flips and i feel sick and intense. i only get like that when theres something i dont wana do but have to do. im also adicted to that feeling cuz its the only time i ever feel anything. its the only feeling that reminds me im alive. so anyway intresting place and i still feel intense. i felt like that last time i went with my friend to youth. first time i went and proly going agin tonight. if they don't kick me out. witch they proly will. when they figure things out i guess. is the forum public or private? and is blog public or private? is anyone reading this? whats tags and whats trackback?