In pain after a break up

[alivetoseetheday]

Kinda burned a bridge to my previous church that did not serve me or preach the gospel, I was with them since 2014 when I accepted Jesus as lord and savior. The pastor and I had a falling out when I basically compared him and the congregation to a bunch of Pharisees who cared more about what people dress like than actually helping save people.

I know I already mentioned this on here before but I also broke up with my most recent relationship because there was sexual immorality before marriage. There was no physical body to body sexual immorality but sexting and webcam stuff since it was a long distance relationship. So there would be no way I could lead the relationship since I basically already surrendered myself to her.

Just dealing with a lot of pain and need a Christ centered community.

I was using pray.com to soothe me but have recently started reading the Bible more.

I stopped using pray.com because the CEO stole an idea of mine, so I told him I forgive him and then he asked to see my version of the project, gave me a compliment saying he liked it and then a few days later, I noticed a post he had where it looked very similar to my cover art on my project, so it’s like even after I forgave him, it appeared that another idea was taken again. So I need to forgive him for that.

Not sure what God is doing.

Pray.com helped soothe my mind but I don’t want to make it seem like he can steal from me if I use his free service which has advertisements, so it’s not like they aren’t getting paid for listeners on their service. So I don’t use pray.com anymore.

If you can pray that this pain in my mind goes away I’d appreciate it.

Also, I’ve been stuck to my bed for almost a year now. I get up to use the restroom and eat. I also go outside usually once per month to take out general relief cash aid from a 7-eleven ATM and deposit it into my bank account but I just got a notice that it is now exhausted, so I have no money coming in, so I started reading my Bible more to get some wisdom.

I feel like I seek God more than anyone I know but it also seems like I continue to have more and more issues the more I seek him, not less and less. Just wondering when this is all going to be over.

 

[Garee]

Kinda burned a bridge to my previous church that did not serve me or preach the gospel, I was with them since 2014 when I accepted Jesus as lord and savior. The pastor and I had a falling out when I basically compared him and the congregation to a bunch of Pharisees who cared more about what people dress like than actually helping save people.

I know I already mentioned this on here before but I also broke up with my most recent relationship because there was sexual immorality before marriage. There was no physical body to body sexual immorality but sexting and webcam stuff since it was a long distance relationship. So there would be no way I could lead the relationship since I basically already surrendered myself to her.

Just dealing with a lot of pain and need a Christ centered community.

I was using pray.com to soothe me but have recently started reading the Bible more.

I stopped using pray.com because the CEO stole an idea of mine, so I told him I forgive him and then he asked to see my version of the project, gave me a compliment saying he liked it and then a few days later, I noticed a post he had where it looked very similar to my cover art on my project, so it’s like even after I forgave him, it appeared that another idea was taken again. So I need to forgive him for that.

Not sure what God is doing.

Pray.com helped soothe my mind but I don’t want to make it seem like he can steal from me if I use his free service which has advertisements, so it’s not like they aren’t getting paid for listeners on their service. So I don’t use pray.com anymore.

If you can pray that this pain in my mind goes away I’d appreciate it.

Also, I’ve been stuck to my bed for almost a year now. I get up to use the restroom and eat. I also go outside usually once per month to take out general relief cash aid from a 7-eleven ATM and deposit it into my bank account but I just got a notice that it is now exhausted, so I have no money coming in, so I started reading my Bible more to get some wisdom.

I feel like I seek God more than anyone I know but it also seems like I continue to have more and more issues the more I seek him, not less and less. Just wondering when this is all going to be over.

Hi I would offer. Your off to a good start keep reading

It's not over till it's over. The matter of wherever you go there you are

In this dying world there must be suffering. Born again believers can suffer for doing the things of Christ empowered by his labor of love that lead to life or. . . . suffer the things of this world that lead to death. Two choices

In that way we are suffering the pangs of hell suffering unto death not dead never to rise.

It is demonstrated in the garden of Gethsemane the first part of the three days and nights promised the two-fold demonstration prophesied in Genesis 3:15 with Isaiah 53. The two witness indicating God unseen has spoken.

In the garden the Father began pouring out the wrath on the Son of man called "unto death" therefore bruising the heel of Jesus crushing the head of the serpent. Three times with three denoting the end of a matter Jeus cried out for strength to endure the bruising form the other apotles .Three times the father put them to sleep in order to fulfil the promised work of two the Holy Father and son team .

Christ alone with the believer. Sometimes brothers are not able to support. God having a different plan .

The when the other apotles woke up they moved to the second part of the three days and night demonstration on the hill of the Skull the demonstration of the crowd. Two, the father and Son company. Three the crowd the hill then the last of the three the tomb.

Matthew 26:37-39;.Then cometh Jesus with them unto a place called Gethsemane, and saith unto the disciples, Sit ye here, while I go and pray yonder. And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and very heavy.Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me.;And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.;And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them asleep, and saith unto Peter, What, could ye not watch with me one hour?Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.;He went away again the second time, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done.;And he came and found them asleep again: for their eyes were heavy;And he left them, and went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words.Then cometh he to his disciples, and saith unto them, Sleep on now, and take your rest: behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.Rise, let us be going: behold, he is at hand that doth betray me.


One thing I have done to ease depression was to join a good bible study besides the one here. It would seem you have value that can be shared with others try not to be as anti-social.

We are lovingly reminded the anti-social man pursues selfish ends . Hope you find peace

 

[Gothedral]

I think you have at least one demon attached to you.

Context: reading your posts episodically.

We pray for your deliverance from evil, as we do for each other.

Key: St. Matthew 18:32-35 Forgive yourself for getting into this terrible mess. Forgive everyone you think has done you wrong. Ask our Lord Jesus Christ to forgive you, even for things you don't know about.

I sincerely want you (and others suffering this) to receive the Peace that only the Grace of God provides. Amen.

 

[Deep Seeker]

I wounder, How did This Term, Born Again, come into so much false use Today ??

 

[Deep Seeker]

I have not of course, read all that has been posted in GOOD Site. However, I have read enough to understand that This Site is very good!

 

[alivetoseetheday]

I wounder, How did This Term, Born Again, come into so much false use Today ??

I don’t know what that is suppose to mean. Explain

 

[alivetoseetheday]

I think you have at least one demon attached to you.

Context: reading your posts episodically.

We pray for your deliverance from evil, as we do for each other.

Key: St. Matthew 18:32-35 Forgive yourself for getting into this terrible mess. Forgive everyone you think has done you wrong. Ask our Lord Jesus Christ to forgive you, even for things you don't know about.

I sincerely want you (and others suffering this) to receive the Peace that only the Grace of God provides. Amen.

I’ve been stuck to my bed. Every time I feel free, God allows the devil to attack me again and I get brought down again.

 

[alivetoseetheday]

Hi I would offer. Your off to a good start keep reading

It's not over till it's over. The matter of wherever you go there you are

In this dying world there must be suffering. Born again believers can suffer for doing the things of Christ empowered by his labor of love that lead to life or. . . . suffer the things of this world that lead to death. Two choices

In that way we are suffering the pangs of hell suffering unto death not dead never to rise.

It is demonstrated in the garden of Gethsemane the first part of the three days and nights promised the two-fold demonstration prophesied in Genesis 3:15 with Isaiah 53. The two witness indicating God unseen has spoken.

In the garden the Father began pouring out the wrath on the Son of man called "unto death" therefore bruising the heel of Jesus crushing the head of the serpent. Three times with three denoting the end of a matter Jeus cried out for strength to endure the bruising form the other apotles .Three times the father put them to sleep in order to fulfil the promised work of two the Holy Father and son team .

Christ alone with the believer. Sometimes brothers are not able to support. God having a different plan .

The when the other apotles woke up they moved to the second part of the three days and night demonstration on the hill of the Skull the demonstration of the crowd. Two, the father and Son company. Three the crowd the hill then the last of the three the tomb.

Matthew 26:37-39;.Then cometh Jesus with them unto a place called Gethsemane, and saith unto the disciples, Sit ye here, while I go and pray yonder. And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and very heavy.Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me.;And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.;And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them asleep, and saith unto Peter, What, could ye not watch with me one hour?Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.;He went away again the second time, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done.;And he came and found them asleep again: for their eyes were heavy;And he left them, and went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words.Then cometh he to his disciples, and saith unto them, Sleep on now, and take your rest: behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.Rise, let us be going: behold, he is at hand that doth betray me.


One thing I have done to ease depression was to join a good bible study besides the one here. It would seem you have value that can be shared with others try not to be as anti-social.

We are lovingly reminded the anti-social man pursues selfish ends . Hope you find peace

You’re talking to a guy that can’t even leave his house. A Bible study is not an option.

 

[alivetoseetheday]

Hi I would offer. Your off to a good start keep reading

It's not over till it's over. The matter of wherever you go there you are

In this dying world there must be suffering. Born again believers can suffer for doing the things of Christ empowered by his labor of love that lead to life or. . . . suffer the things of this world that lead to death. Two choices

In that way we are suffering the pangs of hell suffering unto death not dead never to rise.

It is demonstrated in the garden of Gethsemane the first part of the three days and nights promised the two-fold demonstration prophesied in Genesis 3:15 with Isaiah 53. The two witness indicating God unseen has spoken.

In the garden the Father began pouring out the wrath on the Son of man called "unto death" therefore bruising the heel of Jesus crushing the head of the serpent. Three times with three denoting the end of a matter Jeus cried out for strength to endure the bruising form the other apotles .Three times the father put them to sleep in order to fulfil the promised work of two the Holy Father and son team .

Christ alone with the believer. Sometimes brothers are not able to support. God having a different plan .

The when the other apotles woke up they moved to the second part of the three days and night demonstration on the hill of the Skull the demonstration of the crowd. Two, the father and Son company. Three the crowd the hill then the last of the three the tomb.

Matthew 26:37-39;.Then cometh Jesus with them unto a place called Gethsemane, and saith unto the disciples, Sit ye here, while I go and pray yonder. And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and very heavy.Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me.;And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.;And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them asleep, and saith unto Peter, What, could ye not watch with me one hour?Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.;He went away again the second time, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done.;And he came and found them asleep again: for their eyes were heavy;And he left them, and went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words.Then cometh he to his disciples, and saith unto them, Sleep on now, and take your rest: behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.Rise, let us be going: behold, he is at hand that doth betray me.


One thing I have done to ease depression was to join a good bible study besides the one here. It would seem you have value that can be shared with others try not to be as anti-social.

We are lovingly reminded the anti-social man pursues selfish ends . Hope you find peace

I am completely isolated. The entire world is my enemy ever since I picked up a Bible

 

[alivetoseetheday]

Hi I would offer. Your off to a good start keep reading

It's not over till it's over. The matter of wherever you go there you are

In this dying world there must be suffering. Born again believers can suffer for doing the things of Christ empowered by his labor of love that lead to life or. . . . suffer the things of this world that lead to death. Two choices

In that way we are suffering the pangs of hell suffering unto death not dead never to rise.

It is demonstrated in the garden of Gethsemane the first part of the three days and nights promised the two-fold demonstration prophesied in Genesis 3:15 with Isaiah 53. The two witness indicating God unseen has spoken.

In the garden the Father began pouring out the wrath on the Son of man called "unto death" therefore bruising the heel of Jesus crushing the head of the serpent. Three times with three denoting the end of a matter Jeus cried out for strength to endure the bruising form the other apotles .Three times the father put them to sleep in order to fulfil the promised work of two the Holy Father and son team .

Christ alone with the believer. Sometimes brothers are not able to support. God having a different plan .

The when the other apotles woke up they moved to the second part of the three days and night demonstration on the hill of the Skull the demonstration of the crowd. Two, the father and Son company. Three the crowd the hill then the last of the three the tomb.

Matthew 26:37-39;.Then cometh Jesus with them unto a place called Gethsemane, and saith unto the disciples, Sit ye here, while I go and pray yonder. And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and very heavy.Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me.;And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.;And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them asleep, and saith unto Peter, What, could ye not watch with me one hour?Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.;He went away again the second time, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done.;And he came and found them asleep again: for their eyes were heavy;And he left them, and went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words.Then cometh he to his disciples, and saith unto them, Sleep on now, and take your rest: behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.Rise, let us be going: behold, he is at hand that doth betray me.


One thing I have done to ease depression was to join a good bible study besides the one here. It would seem you have value that can be shared with others try not to be as anti-social.

We are lovingly reminded the anti-social man pursues selfish ends . Hope you find peace

It’s really hard for me to even get half way when you write

 

[Garee]

It’s really hard for me to even get half way when you write

Thanks, sorry for confusion or extra work. Mostly I think my lack of writing skills.

I would offer when looking at parables the signified understanding of Christ which without Christ our Holy Father spoke not, Remember He hides the spiritual gospel understanding from the unredeemed.

Things can get confusing just as they were meant or signed to be. On one occasion Christ rebuked the apostles for not understanding the unseen spiritual gospel understanding saying; "You know not what manner of lying spirit you are of" . . .declaring the importance of parables.

The first part of the promised three day and night suffering demonstration began in the garden of Gethsemane. The Father striking the son of man bruising his heel that crushed the head of the serpent. The dynamic dual (Elohim)

In that parable the fulfillment of the two prophecies (Genisis 3:15 and Isaiah 53 working as one) The bruising the heel of Jesus the Son of man again the dynamic dual. A work of two the Father and Son of man Jesus alone.

Therefore, I believe teaching that our" Let there be" good God is not served by human hands as a will of dying mankind. If he begins his salvation in us, he promises he will finish (Philippian 1:6)

He demonstrates that in a ceremonial law as shadow or parable. Uses the unclean to represent those not born again from above in this case a Ass which must be redeemed with a lamb of break the neck.(Exodus 13:13 Exodus 34:20)

Our Holy Father using an Ass as a apostle sent with prophecy putting an end the false prophecy of the false apostle Balaam.

The garden demonstration seems to be avoided in most cases as many focus on the bloody part of the three demonstrations the hill or cross as a demonstration or a sign to the unbelieving world of the lamb that was slain during the foundation. The six days the Father did work.

The first part of the three demonstrations was in the garden, again to fulfil the prophecy of two. Just as the last part the tomb the demonstration of faith (unseen things of God) all three parts (demonstrations) work together as one. In that way three represents the end of a matter in parables

Many literalize the parables and say the garden with the cross hill, and tomb is not a demonstration but the actual work. Putting their values in literal blood that must be poured out so it can return to the field of clay. The corrupted blood must be poured out in order to show Holy Spirit life not seen was poured out on dying mankind

Signs (Cross) to wonder, marvel after for the unbelievers. It can become idol worship.

Spiritual signs follow prophecy they do not lead

Prophecy (Garden) for the believer. They have prophecy till the end of time. They have no need to wonder, wonder as if true

 

[alivetoseetheday]

I got to “I would offer when looking at parables” *scrolled down* and thought to myself “not this again”

Sorry, but it is what it is. I literally don’t have the patience to read a bunch of rambling.

 

[Leumas]

I got to “I would offer when looking at parables” *scrolled down* and thought to myself “not this again”

Sorry, but it is what it is. I literally don’t have the patience to read a bunch of rambling.

If you want good
and profitable things
to happen to your in life
then start doing good and
profitable things in your life.

 

[alivetoseetheday]

If you want good
and profitable things
to happen to your in life
then start doing good and
profitable things in your life.

Thanks dad

 

[alivetoseetheday]

If you want good
and profitable things
to happen to your in life
then start doing good and
profitable things in your life.

There is about as much love in that response as a worldly dad who hates his son. Thanks for the truth, not

 

[Garee]

I got to “I would offer when looking at parables” *scrolled down* and thought to myself “not this again”

Sorry, but it is what it is. I literally don’t have the patience to read a bunch of rambling.

Yes many do not take it seriously Without parable the signified understanding of prophecy he spoke not.

 

[alivetoseetheday]

Yes many do not take it seriously Without parable the signified understanding of prophecy he spoke not.

Just pray for me, that is all I am asking you guys. All you guys do is just yap.

 

[Leumas]

There is about as much love in that response as a worldly dad who hates his son. Thanks for the truth, not

Not really
If you were my son
I would not have spared the rod.

 

[alivetoseetheday]

Not really
If you were my son
I would not have spared the rod

Sounds like an earthly father to me

 

[alivetoseetheday]

Not really
If you were my son
I would not have spared the rod.

I come here as a guy in pain asking for prayers and now I have some guy threatening to beat me.