I'll try

[lamplighter]

I am kneeling down before You
to ask for Your forgiveness and guidance...
I was conscious that i left Your arms
My eyes were wide-open that i lost the Light
And my heart was sure that I was hurting You so much

I have never uttered Your name with pure sweetness that's why I have never longed to sing it.
I have never seen your true beauty that's why I have never open my eyes to the colors of Love.
I have never lived in Your ways that's why I have never had the passion to live in a real paradise.
I have never tried to Know You
I have never tried to Serve You and
I have never tried to love You

But how fool I am...
I always ask for Your Grace
I always ask for everything that alone I cannot do
I always ask for miracles to come true

How unworthy to be called Christian...
a prodigal Son...

But for now, I will try
To open my eyes
To extend my arms
To utter Your name
To reach for your Hands

so Lord God, Help Me.