When I was really ill ( bi polar manic ) I asked the Pastor of a Church shouldn't the word of God be free ? He answered that I didn't understand the way the world worked. I was so outraged whilst ill at his non spiritual answer that I burgled the Church in the dead of night. I obtained about thirty pounds which I meant to give to charity but I had no money so bought some tobacco. I also set fire to the church doors a bit. Over time it really began to play on my mind that I had burgled a Church and I went to the police station and confessed. I was hoping that if I admit and face Justice on Earth maybe I wont be in so much trouble with God when I get to Heaven. Anyway will God forgive me ?