my name is mckenzie, i'm 23 i live in southern california. i have been a christian for about ten years..born again for about one year and a half..i'm having a hard time knowing where to start reading the Word. i need help where do i start? so i thought i would join this forum to use the resources and hopefully have good fellowship and we can pray for each other. God has changed my life so much, i used to cry every night...lonely and sad because my boyfriend would leave for days on drug binges..well God opened my eyes he healed my heart His will was done in my life and i left my ex boyfriend...now i have a job, a better relationship with my parents, i am completely sober! i am not perfect...though, i am a perfectionist at times..i want to be close to the Lord Jesus..but my feelings of unworthiness seperate me from building that relationship.i know He is right here with me i just can't help feeling unworthy ALL THE TIME!! sorry for rambling i had to get that out of me and tell someone how i feel...