Hello

[Twistie]

You spoke in past tense, how did it leave? I'm still trying to figure out what I'm dealing with (God, demon, holy spirit, imp). It's powerful. I tried praying and it doesn't seem to make a difference, its not outwardly destroying me, but in a way it is. I asked people who new more than I did about the bible and asked if there were any references in the bible that I could possibly be experiencing. Someone mentioned Jonah and the fish, but that did not seem to be a long and drawn out experience.

It got tired of not being able to deceive me any more i presume thats why it had fleed..
At the time i do as i do now to be honest im in the Word more then world i asked the Lord to show me what i needed to do..
I know i sound absurd and mad (crazy) to many but just soaking in the Word i stayed in the Word wether i was reading listening or praising Most High..
Many like to say fast fast from food they say n then go brag about it..that is not what the Lord says thats not the fast the Lord ask of us sure i mean if it helps one go for it.
This is what the Lord says tho..

Is it such a fast that I have chosen? a day for a man to afflict his soul? is it to bow down his head as a bulrush, and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him? wilt thou call this a fast, and an acceptable day to the Lord?

Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?

Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?

I didnt do nothing but spend my days with Him now i now understand He has called me into His rest it took me quite awhile to see it to realize it..

Most time every thing we need to know is right in front of our face and we dont realize or notice until the Lord Himself shows us and reveals it to us..

If i was you id be soaking in the Word n it will flee..

Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you

I hope this helps ya i apologize for being long winded..

ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ

 

[NBTT]

He will blame you for your behavior (sins), but if there is something about your genes or the challenges he set forth for you in life, he takes no blame.

It does seem harsh that He demands perfection to be in heaven but we are all incapable of perfection. That's where faith in the gospel (good news) comes to the rescue with Jesus' righteousness imputed to us.

 

[KingJ]

@planet2146

You seem to have quite a few grievances with God, and I think it would be worthwhile to address them properly rather than leaving them as vague or scattered accusations.

Please create a new thread listing each grievance or objection separately. That way, we can work through them point by point and issue by issue, and give each one the attention it deserves.

It is perfectly understandable for someone to have genuine frustrations, questions, or even feelings of blame towards God. There is nothing wrong with bringing those concerns into the open. But let's deal with them meaningfully and honestly. I dislike having blurry discussions about important issues where neither side is quite sure what is actually being addressed.

Some of your insinuations also touch directly on the character of God, which makes them particularly important to examine carefully. If what you are saying is true, it has serious implications; if it isn't, then His character is being unfairly maligned.

So let's put the issues on the table clearly, one by one, and deal with each of them properly.

Here is a perfect section for your thread - Questions about Christianity

 

[emanuel88]

hello and welcome.

 

[planet2146]

@planet2146

You seem to have quite a few grievances with God, and I think it would be worthwhile to address them properly rather than leaving them as vague or scattered accusations.

Please create a new thread listing each grievance or objection separately. That way, we can work through them point by point and issue by issue, and give each one the attention it deserves.

It is perfectly understandable for someone to have genuine frustrations, questions, or even feelings of blame towards God. There is nothing wrong with bringing those concerns into the open. But let's deal with them meaningfully and honestly. I dislike having blurry discussions about important issues where neither side is quite sure what is actually being addressed.

Some of your insinuations also touch directly on the character of God, which makes them particularly important to examine carefully. If what you are saying is true, it has serious implications; if it isn't, then His character is being unfairly maligned.

So let's put the issues on the table clearly, one by one, and deal with each of them properly.

Here is a perfect section for your thread - Questions about Christianity

Hahaha, "vague", "scattered". The it a perfect description of god or whatever it is. One person says it's the devil, the other says it clearly written is scripture that one is as evil as the other, no wonder nobody can get along. So tell me, why does god remain vague and invisible?

 

[planet2146]

It got tired of not being able to deceive me any more i presume thats why it had fleed..
At the time i do as i do now to be honest im in the Word more then world i asked the Lord to show me what i needed to do..
I know i sound absurd and mad (crazy) to many but just soaking in the Word i stayed in the Word wether i was reading listening or praising Most High..
Many like to say fast fast from food they say n then go brag about it..that is not what the Lord says thats not the fast the Lord ask of us sure i mean if it helps one go for it.
This is what the Lord says tho..

Is it such a fast that I have chosen? a day for a man to afflict his soul? is it to bow down his head as a bulrush, and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him? wilt thou call this a fast, and an acceptable day to the Lord?

Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?

Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?

I didnt do nothing but spend my days with Him now i now understand He has called me into His rest it took me quite awhile to see it to realize it..

Most time every thing we need to know is right in front of our face and we dont realize or notice until the Lord Himself shows us and reveals it to us..

If i was you id be soaking in the Word n it will flee..

Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you

I hope this helps ya i apologize for being long winded..

ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ

Not long and winded and you don't seem crazy whatsoever. I think my situation is; at a very young age I think that god feels that I insulted him. When I went through catholic school, I don't think I grasped or appreciated what was being taught to me like the average people around me. I think god feels that I was just there and I showed no real love. I think god also feels that I abandoned him because despite going through catholic school as a less than stellar student, I did complete years of education. I think he took acception to that. I think it opened the doors to a lot of deception and added more challenges in my life. I think later in life he revealed himself to me with deeper deceptions and an awakening of the holy spirit because I was able to see things through some kind of lens. Looking back, those things were right in front of me and I was too stupid to realize it. My experience with god, he's a funny guy, and not in a comical sense. This talk about the demons, deities, this and that, god is suppose to rein supreme over them and because they seem to dominate, I believe god is complicit and that is what I mean by funny. I also believe it is a gift from god to be devout to him.

 

[Twistie]

Not long and winded and you don't seem crazy whatsoever. I think my situation is; at a very young age I think that god feels that I insulted him. When I went through catholic school, I don't think I grasped or appreciated what was being taught to me like the average people around me. I think god feels that I was just there and I showed no real love. I think god also feels that I abandoned him because despite going through catholic school as a less than stellar student, I did complete years of education. I think he took acception to that. I think it opened the doors to a lot of deception and added more challenges in my life. I think later in life he revealed himself to me with deeper deceptions and an awakening of the holy spirit because I was able to see things through some kind of lens. Looking back, those things were right in front of me and I was too stupid to realize it. My experience with god, he's a funny guy, and not in a comical sense. This talk about the demons, deities, this and that, god is suppose to rein supreme over them and because they seem to dominate, I believe god is complicit and that is what I mean by funny. I also believe it is a gift from god to be devout to him.

I was in roman Catholic schools up until I bwaa going in the tenth grade in my 9th yr the religion teacher failed me n so the school was gonna try n hold me back or do summer i flat out refused n went to public school for 10 n then a private public school for my kast year took two yrs in one but anywho until the 8 th grade i wanted to be a nun by the middle of ninth I found out i was the family dirty lil secret so to found out the man i called dad wasnt my biological dad n the way i was told was mean spirited n spiteful shoot i ran to the world arms wide open.. sexual immorality murder robbing, crack was my god n my bestie for many yrs hurting everyone around me making sure they new i was furious and hurt i believe the hurt is was turned to fury..n yet through it all through all the times I should of beed dead should of spent many many many yrs in prison Abbas Grace rained on me i was never questioned about my involvement all the others kept their mouth shut about me while they all went n got like 10-20yrs for the crime spree we went on..but in order for me to get to this point i lost everything i loved and held dear to my heart..i had to ask the Lord to show me how to forgive my family for lying and deceiving me all them yrs..the Lord does break us down but Ye does rebuild..many just see the physical aspects but its more spiritual..i have an inner peace and inner joy that i know comes from the Lord especially with all this chaos in the world n the storm that i walk in since i been 16 is now just like walking in a warm summer rain these days..one of my fav things to do is just soak in water put on some harp music n listen to the Word n just ponder with Him..Abba is not like man He don't hold onto our wickedness He new what we was gonna do before He allowed us to take a breath if air yet He didn't tweek us to do His will He knows who will return to Him n who would not..
"He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake"

 

[Twistie]

Not long and winded and you don't seem crazy whatsoever. I think my situation is; at a very young age I think that god feels that I insulted him. When I went through catholic school, I don't think I grasped or appreciated what was being taught to me like the average people around me. I think god feels that I was just there and I showed no real love. I think god also feels that I abandoned him because despite going through catholic school as a less than stellar student, I did complete years of education. I think he took acception to that. I think it opened the doors to a lot of deception and added more challenges in my life. I think later in life he revealed himself to me with deeper deceptions and an awakening of the holy spirit because I was able to see things through some kind of lens. Looking back, those things were right in front of me and I was too stupid to realize it. My experience with god, he's a funny guy, and not in a comical sense. This talk about the demons, deities, this and that, god is suppose to rein supreme over them and because they seem to dominate, I believe god is complicit and that is what I mean by funny. I also believe it is a gift from god to be devout to him.

 

[KingJ]

Hahaha, "vague", "scattered". The it a perfect description of god or whatever it is. One person says it's the devil, the other says it clearly written is scripture that one is as evil as the other, no wonder nobody can get along. So tell me, why does god remain vague and invisible?

Please sit back, have a coffee, re-read my post and try again.

Unless your only purpose in being here is to whine like a kid?