Hi there jpv,
Welcome, do you feel up to sharing with anyone what the recent events are that have shaken you? This is a fantastic site for encouragement and as Chad said there are many believers here who can help you with counseling.
I myself have benefited with much love and counseling from certain members.
Lord i lift my brother up to you and ask according to your word that you place his feet upon a rock that you show him in no uncertain terms that you are his refuge, you are jpv's fortress, that you are such a trustworthy God, that you are his Living God who cares about even the smallest details of his life that you have blessed him with in Jesus name..fan the flames of his heart till he is a roaring fire for you Lord, increase his desire and love for you our God in the name that will always be above all names, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus amen.
Warm regards
beam