Got my answer...........

[learning2love]

So, ever since I can remember, I've always struggled with where God was at during the times in my life when I felt completely alone yet needed someone the most. Always figured God had left me too. Someone suggested I should ask God where He was at during those times. I always thought "Yeah right, ok". But recently I did ask and this was my answer:

My Precious Child,

I cannot tell you right now why I allow these things to happen, why I allow a 3 month old boy to die. You would not understand right now if I were to tell you. Just trust in Me. I will take care of you. I will help you. I will comfort you. I will give you strength. Whatever I ask of you, I am beside you walking with you through it. I will bring good from what looks like a bad situation to you.

You have had many obstacles, but nothing is too big for Me. I love you the way you are. Nothing you can do will ever change that. Your past is a part of the package, but your past is not who you are today or who I created you to be. But if you allow Me to, I will use you to help others and take you to places to use your past for good.

I know you are struggling, but allow Me to help you. As I was with you in the past, I am with you now. You didn't know me then, but I was there. I loved you even then. As a little girl lying in your bed hugging your teddy bear, I wrapped my arms around you singing to you as you fell asleep. I dried your tears. The thing that made you cry made me very angry. It did not go unnoticed and I am taking care of it.

I was there as you grew up and your heart became harder towards me. I still loved you. Those times you went to the clinic, I never left you. I held your hand as you screamed out in pain. I welcomed each of your children home. I have loved them. They are well taken care of.

So my girl, I want you to remember one thing: I have forgiven you the first time you asked. You can't earn my forgiveness. You have it because you asked. Its time to forgive yourself and give your past to Me. Its time you have the peace and rest that you long for. You are in the palm of My hand. My arms are wrapped around you. Nothing will ever change that. You are mine, forever. Trust Me. You are safe. I love you.

Your Dad.

 

[Giggles4God]

Amen.

It reminds me a bit of the footprints in the sand poem.

God Bless you, sister.

 

[comingjoy]

My dear sis, I am so wowed and blessed to see how God is healing and working in your life. This brought tears to my eyes as yes we tend to not forgive ourselves. IF God can forgive us why is it that we find it so hard to forgive our self? When we dont we are saying I know better than God does.

Oh how God is always there with us even when we dont feel Him, see Him or even know Him.

Thank you for sharing dear sis what a blessing you are and such a wonderful addition to the family.

 

[Brighthouse]

Bless you sister!

One day there was this very nice family,but one of the sons got lost,the Father went out after that child while mom and the other 3 children remained behind in case the child returned. As the Father was walking he heard a sound,he turned toward that sound, and it was an angel,he fell to the ground sore afriad, but the angel said" behold thou art looking for your son?" the man replied yes I am, the angel said can a man find himself in his children? Jesus found us did he not? behold your son is near, he is safe, he is at peace,just like you are! and with that the angel left,and the man looked up to behold his son in a tree , sitting waiting for his Father to happen by.As both walked hand in hand father said son, I can see me in you,just as Jesus can see himself in us! My that be said of us all!! lv in Christ me.

 

[HeIsMyFather]

That was simply...beautiful!