I bought a car about a year ago, I always felt that God wanted me to have a car. But after owning it a almost a year, I'm coming to a realization I can't afford it. I bought it with a line of credit I got from a bank, with a very good interest rate. The problem is that my income doesn't pay for the upkeep of the car and my other bills. I have been using the line of credit to help pay my bills. This makes me very nervous, as I know I can't continue much longer in this manner. I think I made a huge mistake buying this car and I'm going to end up paying back that line of credit for years. I'm almost at the point of selling the car. I was saved many years ago but have not really been serving the Lord for years. I go to church occasionally. I feel like God is telling me to trust Him with the finances of the car but I'm not sure how I can do this, as the longer I own it, the deeper I am going into debt!!! To be honest, I am so far away from God not sure if I know what his voice sounds like any more. I know I have to repair my relationship with God but my most very pressing concern is what should I do with my car. It's an older Toyota Camry 2004 and it's in very good shape but the longer I go without selling, it the harder it will be to sell it. I feel like when David was told not to count his armies but trust in God. But it is so very hard, when I have a low paying job and what I do in this circumstance, is going to have consequences. I always thought God wanted me to have the car, for any future ministry that I might be involved in. But again, to me that seems like something far off in the distance. If I get more involved in my local church, there are street ministries that I would like to get involved in. So here is my problem, is it God telling me to keep the car, to trust Him or do I just really like the car, which I do and am trying to justify keeping it, when I know I can't afford it. If I do sell the car, I'm going to be seen as a failure in this matter, by my family and friends and this is really bothering me as well!!! So I covet your prayers, so that I might have wisdom in this area and if God speaks to you concerning my situation, I would love your counsel!! Thanks so much for hearing me out!!