Hi everyone, it's been a long time since I made a post. Will you pray for me?
I'm praying for direction in life, I'm praying that my faith in God grows deeper and that I should hold on to His words no matter what! I just have to believe! I pray that whatever I put in prayer I should believe! My ups and downs are caused by not having to hold on to God's words consistently. This is my weakness. I do feel bad about this. But I pray for the time of consistency, of maturity of being a Christian.
At this point I even isolated myself from people, from going out the house and work. I've also missed church lately. I've been avoiding people, because this change in my life that seems getting worse. I don't know what happened, but what I'm sure of because it is written in the bible is that all are sinners and everyday is a new day in Christ and all can be saved, tax collectors and prostitutes can be saved as long as forgiveness is asked. I pray for God's forgiveness for my sins.
I pray that I'd be helping out my parents in earning money doing
chores or whatever aspect for real by moving and finding ways to help always.
I pray that I should understand that no one is perfect, and that I shouldn't be afraid to fail and be intimidated to be thankful and express or make use of whatever skills / opportunities God has given me.
I pray that my friends would understand and forgive me for having failed them and not being there for them this last days of our thesis because I'm already tired, really, I came to a point that I could no longer move or do anything about it. I keep saying that I gave my best, I believe I did, and I say its the time for them to step up. If they hate me I understand, but I've reached the limit and I really can't do anything.
A lot has change having met Jesus, it's for the best reasons because God is good and all His plans are for the best. I'm feeling lost as of this point, but that's just a feeling, right everyone? I feel like the worst Christian ever because I can't keep myself intact with God always. It comes up to my mind at times that maybe I'm destined to be doomed and I'm a hard headed sinner. Or am I being a perfectionist? paranoid? I shouldn't worry right? Is there someone out there who can relate to what's happening to me?
Please pray for me... Thank you in advance and God Bless you always.
I'm praying for direction in life, I'm praying that my faith in God grows deeper and that I should hold on to His words no matter what! I just have to believe! I pray that whatever I put in prayer I should believe! My ups and downs are caused by not having to hold on to God's words consistently. This is my weakness. I do feel bad about this. But I pray for the time of consistency, of maturity of being a Christian.
At this point I even isolated myself from people, from going out the house and work. I've also missed church lately. I've been avoiding people, because this change in my life that seems getting worse. I don't know what happened, but what I'm sure of because it is written in the bible is that all are sinners and everyday is a new day in Christ and all can be saved, tax collectors and prostitutes can be saved as long as forgiveness is asked. I pray for God's forgiveness for my sins.
I pray that I'd be helping out my parents in earning money doing
chores or whatever aspect for real by moving and finding ways to help always.
I pray that I should understand that no one is perfect, and that I shouldn't be afraid to fail and be intimidated to be thankful and express or make use of whatever skills / opportunities God has given me.
I pray that my friends would understand and forgive me for having failed them and not being there for them this last days of our thesis because I'm already tired, really, I came to a point that I could no longer move or do anything about it. I keep saying that I gave my best, I believe I did, and I say its the time for them to step up. If they hate me I understand, but I've reached the limit and I really can't do anything.
A lot has change having met Jesus, it's for the best reasons because God is good and all His plans are for the best. I'm feeling lost as of this point, but that's just a feeling, right everyone? I feel like the worst Christian ever because I can't keep myself intact with God always. It comes up to my mind at times that maybe I'm destined to be doomed and I'm a hard headed sinner. Or am I being a perfectionist? paranoid? I shouldn't worry right? Is there someone out there who can relate to what's happening to me?
Please pray for me... Thank you in advance and God Bless you always.