RachelRoseIve been struggling with a lot and have had many trauma's in my life, which I had no idea how to cope with. I have been rejected by people many times and the stress of life and of pushing myself to be what I think I should be has caused me to now be in a frail state. Ive always been a very sensitive person and the harshness and natural brokenness of life and of myself has crushed me. At the moment I feel very bad, like much of me has been destroyed. Physically and emotionally I am harshly wounded. Please pray for me. Thank you.
-RachelRose
I chose to respond to you coz i had been in this situation like you,i found life not worth living till the lord made me understand that its vain to try to make myself acceptable by others ,rather what matters is if i am acceptable to Him,the second thing the lord taught me was to accept others first even if they dont conform to my ideal models this would be a seed forme to be acceptable to others(do unto others what you would have them do unto you). Lastly,RachelRose,we are the clay in the potter's hands,what you think you should be might be be what your creator wants you to be,but be sure that what you want to be is inferior to what the lord has for you coz He has called you bless not to demote,my advice is take time to ask Him what He wants you to be in life and be ready to obey what he will say coz your happiness and peace depend on it.Now i pray,heavenly father you know this one better than i do,i ask for your mercy and comfort,let your light illuminate her way,lord it was for this one that jesus died,let the blood speak for now,in jesus name Amen.