sunshineaaks
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Hello everyone,
I've been blessed to be on this forum and to have a found another Christian family to belong for study and praise to our Father through His most precious Son Jesus Christ!
I come to you all asking for the prayer for my family, friends and also the enemies I still have on my list. I'm thinking I don't want the devil to have a moment's peace from God's divine interventions in any way EVEN for my enemies.
There was lung cancer found a week ago that has also invaded my brain. It's a small cell cancer which will spread quickly. I remain in Hope for He is my only Hope, not so much for a cure because everyone's gonna die anyway one day and this might be just mine, but I pray for God to gain all glory in every aspect of my life and that only He be seen in what remains of the time He's allowed.
If through my death more will come to Christ, this is my greatest desire. If on the other hand, there is so much more God can use me for to His glory and continued life is in order, this is my greatest desire. God has and is always in control, not the cancer or anyother thing or person on this earth so there can be no fear.
The only part that has sorrowed me is those I would leave behind. The longing to see each and everyone come to Chist is so over powering at the moment. I know it is not for me to know who and who will not enter heaven, but I want to see the inner workings of God in each life, maybe before I go.
This last week has been a week of amazing sight of watching God in control. Though many people agree with the dying person, I pray the seeds planted will grow as God gives the increase. I pray that His words are the only words heard and praise Him for the times He's given me to hear of Him.
I thank you all for continued prayer and support. Cemo was started aggressively yesterday because of the location surrounding my throat and cutting off oxygen supply. Like with Job, if Satan is not allowed to take my life, he will not be allowed to tighten his grip around my throat.
Once I gain strength or know the direction I'm to take I'll be off praying for many of you listed in my Bible until my return or I start my journey home.
In Christ dear friends
Alice
I've been blessed to be on this forum and to have a found another Christian family to belong for study and praise to our Father through His most precious Son Jesus Christ!
I come to you all asking for the prayer for my family, friends and also the enemies I still have on my list. I'm thinking I don't want the devil to have a moment's peace from God's divine interventions in any way EVEN for my enemies.
There was lung cancer found a week ago that has also invaded my brain. It's a small cell cancer which will spread quickly. I remain in Hope for He is my only Hope, not so much for a cure because everyone's gonna die anyway one day and this might be just mine, but I pray for God to gain all glory in every aspect of my life and that only He be seen in what remains of the time He's allowed.
If through my death more will come to Christ, this is my greatest desire. If on the other hand, there is so much more God can use me for to His glory and continued life is in order, this is my greatest desire. God has and is always in control, not the cancer or anyother thing or person on this earth so there can be no fear.
The only part that has sorrowed me is those I would leave behind. The longing to see each and everyone come to Chist is so over powering at the moment. I know it is not for me to know who and who will not enter heaven, but I want to see the inner workings of God in each life, maybe before I go.
This last week has been a week of amazing sight of watching God in control. Though many people agree with the dying person, I pray the seeds planted will grow as God gives the increase. I pray that His words are the only words heard and praise Him for the times He's given me to hear of Him.
I thank you all for continued prayer and support. Cemo was started aggressively yesterday because of the location surrounding my throat and cutting off oxygen supply. Like with Job, if Satan is not allowed to take my life, he will not be allowed to tighten his grip around my throat.
Once I gain strength or know the direction I'm to take I'll be off praying for many of you listed in my Bible until my return or I start my journey home.
In Christ dear friends
Alice