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Hi everyone,
December 9 is fast approaching, and we're not near half of the program development. What's worse, I have a lot of subject backlogs. I guess I'm going to fail it this term and lose my scholarship for next term. I am to blame. I thought I can manage my time and prioritize my tasks (church, academics and basketball) but I wasn't able to. I'm even failing God now. Sigh. I'm a failure. I lost my self confidence and I don't find anything positive about me as of this point. I'm not even a good leader. I use to be or I thought I was. I'm still alive, I guess God still wants me to change even I wronged Him. There's still hope for me right? Even I'm doomed in this earth.
I'm regretting the point where I met my group mates, I could have been with a group of a good and responsible group mates, but how come I settled for people whom... sigh. I prayed before that day, I asked God who are going to be my group mates and when that day came there they were. I didn't judge, I just accepted that God blessed me with them. At the first half of the thesis period, things were going well. After that, well I'm getting burned out. I am burnt out. I'm sorry I want to blurt this out. I am to blame. I am to blame. I'm gutsy to have taken basketball practice on Sunday afternoons. I thought things are going to go well... I made wrong choices now I'm paying for them. I've lost...
December 9 is fast approaching, and we're not near half of the program development. What's worse, I have a lot of subject backlogs. I guess I'm going to fail it this term and lose my scholarship for next term. I am to blame. I thought I can manage my time and prioritize my tasks (church, academics and basketball) but I wasn't able to. I'm even failing God now. Sigh. I'm a failure. I lost my self confidence and I don't find anything positive about me as of this point. I'm not even a good leader. I use to be or I thought I was. I'm still alive, I guess God still wants me to change even I wronged Him. There's still hope for me right? Even I'm doomed in this earth.
I'm regretting the point where I met my group mates, I could have been with a group of a good and responsible group mates, but how come I settled for people whom... sigh. I prayed before that day, I asked God who are going to be my group mates and when that day came there they were. I didn't judge, I just accepted that God blessed me with them. At the first half of the thesis period, things were going well. After that, well I'm getting burned out. I am burnt out. I'm sorry I want to blurt this out. I am to blame. I am to blame. I'm gutsy to have taken basketball practice on Sunday afternoons. I thought things are going to go well... I made wrong choices now I'm paying for them. I've lost...