desperate

[Lone Angel]

i met a guy online on a rp game named Second life around january i never meant to fall for him in real life i was only going to care for him only in SL.But as time passed mine and his feelings for one another evolved into a real life attaction for one another.At the time i was in a realtionship with someone but his and my romance was dying slowly.When this guy found i had someone in real life i nearly lost him,but i had grown so attached that i pleaed with him and got to keep him.Well months passed and that attraction turned to love pure all out love.And we made plans to meet in real life,he bought me a bus ticket,but i must admit i took the coward,s way out and did,nt tell the guy i was current with i was leaving and that is on me i know that.Well when we first met at the bus terminal he looked even more handsome than he did on web cam i was instantly smitten all over agian.I also got to met his cousin too which i nice guy once we warmed to one another hehe.The guy i Love name is foxx or that what everyone calls him his real name is mitch.He took to the valleyfair and we had a grand time.Over the last past 4 weeks he has taken me bowling,to the zoo,out to movies,and to a waterfall in a state park.But now his mom is going to send me back to alabama cause i have.nt been able to get my ID.job,or a place i guess these thing take longer sometime than expected.I dont wanna leave i,ve been praying for the last two days and the time i got is up on this very sunday i dont wanna leave foxx i love him so much we are wanting to marry in the future even picked out a girl or boy name for our baby and everything.But all this is threatened right now i dont think i could keep my sanity if i am seperated by states and miles from him and agian not being to touch him, hold him,kiss his lips,or cuddle with him that would be the worse torture of all .He does,nt want to leave either and right now i am crying as i write this post but i am praying i just need the prayer of others too i need all the spiritual help as i can possible get.:boy_hug::girl_hug:..........i dont want to be apart from him

 

[ephesians4_23]

This is a tough situation for you, I can tell by your post. If you cannot stay with Mitch, look at it more positively:
You can get your life straightened out-- make your relationship with your old boyfriend right by asking his forgiveness for betraying him and hurting him.
By being separated from Mitch, you can determine if this relationship is more than cuddling and kissing. That stuff is great but it does not sustain a relationship.
You can also get set up on your own-- just you and God. This would be a great time to ask God about His will for your life without any distractions from men.
It's also good to find out now, rather than later, if you have the same feelings for Mitch as you do now after you have been separated for a while. Feelings change in time, and then you'll be able to see if there is a solid foundation in the relationship... not just on your part, but on Mitch's.

God bless-- He is with you!!

 

[Fragrant Grace]

Dear Lone Angel

It does seem like your world is upside down at the moment and I am sorry you are feeling so very sad and desparate.

However, I say this very kindly, I do wonder where you have placed God in your life in all this confusion. It seems that this man has taken over the throne of your heart and is now ruling all your emotions... to the point that you think you can not survive being separated from him.

Lone Angel take this to the Lord and ask Him what His will is in the matter. Place your emotions and feelings into His care. Things may or may not work out with this man that you love, but the Lord will never fail you.

I will pray that the Lord will clearly guide you and that everything that you do is for His glory.

Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him (Psalm 37:7)

Weeping may endure for a night but joy cometh in the morning
(Psalm 30:5)

God bless you

Julia