I've fallen down and went back to this old bad habit. I'm ashamed of it and I am guilty of it. I feel like I just won't be able to stand up again, because it's the same old mistake that happens when pressure / stress hits me.
I know it's not a good thing to give in to an old habit, yet I guess I'm not that good. I'm doing my best to read God's word everyday and seek Him first all the time in everything I do. Yet I fail him by going back to an old habit. I hate myself for it. Like I don't deserve to be God's follower. I can't keep walking the talk consistently....
I know it's not a good thing to give in to an old habit, yet I guess I'm not that good. I'm doing my best to read God's word everyday and seek Him first all the time in everything I do. Yet I fail him by going back to an old habit. I hate myself for it. Like I don't deserve to be God's follower. I can't keep walking the talk consistently....