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He finally started to come to nurse asked him his name he new his name nurse asked if he new who I was n I seen that glean in his eyes n that little smirk he makes I couldn't help but give a little laugh along with a sound of relief he's so thin so trail he didn't seem sure of where exactly he was at but this is the fourth hospital in the last 10 months I believe n his 4th operation if not his fifth.. he looks like a skeleton with skin at this point and it pains me to see him like this docs says he so inflamed on the inside his intestines are very sticky n keep trying to stick to each other n stomach wall n what ever else is around them which is causing the fistulas
I so need some clarity with what to do..
I almost lost it when his phone rang n his sister said hello to he honest I wanted to ask wth ya want but Lord got me to bite my tongue still can't believe I didn't go off on her sooo wanted to say what do you want like ya never call him never see how he is ya never visited him when he died on his ye table three times the last time so what do you want?
Funny how Abba shows us how we r growing never in my life did I ever think I be able to hold back Like the Lord held me back tonight..
Idk I'm just really sad He is the only Human I have on my side in this darkening world..
I'm just tired of loosing everyone
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I so need some clarity with what to do..
I almost lost it when his phone rang n his sister said hello to he honest I wanted to ask wth ya want but Lord got me to bite my tongue still can't believe I didn't go off on her sooo wanted to say what do you want like ya never call him never see how he is ya never visited him when he died on his ye table three times the last time so what do you want?
Funny how Abba shows us how we r growing never in my life did I ever think I be able to hold back Like the Lord held me back tonight..
Idk I'm just really sad He is the only Human I have on my side in this darkening world..
I'm just tired of loosing everyone
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He is in good spirits but still very very ill asked if he made it out of the war when he woke the doc said he is very anemic n hubby replied I guess so I was running a lot in heaven..
The pain and agony he goes thru yet his Spirit seems to always be soaring always talking about the Love of Abba this is what attracted me to him I believe married for 7 yrs and 3 months and been best friends for over 13 funny how things worked out.
Not even gonna lie yelled at Abba told Him it's not supposed to be like this like this home n the things in it is for hubby not me I never even seen myself having a home I was ok on the streets n the backpack I was ok sleeping in cemeteries I was ok wondering the streets where ever I could lay my head was home no matter where it was.. Hubby needs this place he needs this he's just to sick to wonder in the streets so I anchored down . Idk what Abbas plans are but I surely hope He plans to bring the man He allowed me to bunker down with is able to come home..
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The pain and agony he goes thru yet his Spirit seems to always be soaring always talking about the Love of Abba this is what attracted me to him I believe married for 7 yrs and 3 months and been best friends for over 13 funny how things worked out.
Not even gonna lie yelled at Abba told Him it's not supposed to be like this like this home n the things in it is for hubby not me I never even seen myself having a home I was ok on the streets n the backpack I was ok sleeping in cemeteries I was ok wondering the streets where ever I could lay my head was home no matter where it was.. Hubby needs this place he needs this he's just to sick to wonder in the streets so I anchored down . Idk what Abbas plans are but I surely hope He plans to bring the man He allowed me to bunker down with is able to come home..
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I have major trust issues with humans at one time I would trust all open arms but the world has taught me that's not how it rolls so I trust no one's words I gotta see how each person rolls before I even start to trust them
I was going through the doctor's notes and hubby's test results and all changes to his medication this is where my trust issues kick in docs n medication especially them ones that they claim are to help by altering things in ya brain..
I found they added 7.5 milligrams of remron.. now I know remron is basically usually used so they claim depression and OCD.. the docs are giving the excuse that it will increase the appetite but there are meds just for that I also know that the remron increases something the liver does not exactly sure what tho
Idk what to do on this idk should I have it stopped or not
Please pray for guidance for us please pray for the Spiritual strength we need
Thanks
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I was going through the doctor's notes and hubby's test results and all changes to his medication this is where my trust issues kick in docs n medication especially them ones that they claim are to help by altering things in ya brain..
I found they added 7.5 milligrams of remron.. now I know remron is basically usually used so they claim depression and OCD.. the docs are giving the excuse that it will increase the appetite but there are meds just for that I also know that the remron increases something the liver does not exactly sure what tho
Idk what to do on this idk should I have it stopped or not
Please pray for guidance for us please pray for the Spiritual strength we need
Thanks
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I gotta call today from a friend thought I'd never hear from her again she moved to Arizona with her daughter Hubby n I meant her the first yr we moved here to Oklahoma she had cancer n beat it in the short time we had known her but the radiation burnt a hole n she had to get plastic surgery done in Arizona she was
also given an ostomy but anywho she called n she gonna ride with her son in law here to Oklahoma n stay here for a week or so she is almost 80 n still got so much pep in her step.. so glad Abba is sending someone to me so I have some one to talk to through this storm it's sure gonna be nice to see a friendly face.. I don't see many these days
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.”
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also given an ostomy but anywho she called n she gonna ride with her son in law here to Oklahoma n stay here for a week or so she is almost 80 n still got so much pep in her step.. so glad Abba is sending someone to me so I have some one to talk to through this storm it's sure gonna be nice to see a friendly face.. I don't see many these days
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.”
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A while back Lord told me he was gonna do this n then the corona came this is what he told me to night..
Son of man, prophesy against the shepherds of Israel, prophesy and say to them, ‘Thus says the Lord God to the shepherds: “Woe to the shepherds of Israel who feed themselves! Should not the shepherds feed the flocks? 3You eat the fat and clothe yourselves with the wool; you slaughter the fatlings, but you do not feed the flock. 4The weak you have not strengthened, nor have you healed those who were sick, nor bound up the broken, nor brought back what was driven away, nor sought what was lost; but with force and [a]cruelty you have ruled them. 5So they were scattered because there was no shepherd; and they became food for all the beasts of the field when they were scattered. 6My sheep wandered through all the mountains, and on every high hill; yes, My flock was scattered over the whole face of the earth, and no one was seeking or searching for them.”
Therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the Lord: 8“As I live,” says the Lord God, “surely because My flock became a prey, and My flock became food for every beast of the field, because there was no shepherd, nor did My shepherds search for My flock, but the shepherds fed themselves and did not feed My flock”— 9therefore, O shepherds, hear the word of the Lord! 10Thus says the Lord God: “Behold, I am against the shepherds, and I will require My flock at their hand; I will cause them to cease feeding the sheep, and the shepherds shall feed themselves no more; for I will deliver My flock from their mouths, that they may no longer be food for them.”
Idk what's happening I feel as though I'm in the center of a tornado yet at this time while my husband is in the hands of some uncaring people there is one or two who do.. he is so so frail I told the nurses n welp the docs n the director of patient care that I believe the problem is ya never dealt with a patients Loved one n they just gasped I proceeded to tell them this here this here is the only Human I have in this world n I am his I want you to understand that I am like a fly on sh*z.. most of them just had this wide eye look..he now has five drains in..
To be honest this is what gets me I can find preachers teachers all over the place n yet not one elder that goes and see the sick..this is just mind boggling to me especially when they too are Spoken about in the Word.. idk I'm sure one can some up with many excuses why they are not needed but to be honest I could really use one..
No I don't attend the temples around here I was able to visit a few tho but if The Lord Spirit isn't there I can't return ya know.. I call the buildings temples until I can witness the church being a church..
Idk we r told we will know them by their fruits..
Is any sick among you? let him call for the elders of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord:
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Son of man, prophesy against the shepherds of Israel, prophesy and say to them, ‘Thus says the Lord God to the shepherds: “Woe to the shepherds of Israel who feed themselves! Should not the shepherds feed the flocks? 3You eat the fat and clothe yourselves with the wool; you slaughter the fatlings, but you do not feed the flock. 4The weak you have not strengthened, nor have you healed those who were sick, nor bound up the broken, nor brought back what was driven away, nor sought what was lost; but with force and [a]cruelty you have ruled them. 5So they were scattered because there was no shepherd; and they became food for all the beasts of the field when they were scattered. 6My sheep wandered through all the mountains, and on every high hill; yes, My flock was scattered over the whole face of the earth, and no one was seeking or searching for them.”
Therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the Lord: 8“As I live,” says the Lord God, “surely because My flock became a prey, and My flock became food for every beast of the field, because there was no shepherd, nor did My shepherds search for My flock, but the shepherds fed themselves and did not feed My flock”— 9therefore, O shepherds, hear the word of the Lord! 10Thus says the Lord God: “Behold, I am against the shepherds, and I will require My flock at their hand; I will cause them to cease feeding the sheep, and the shepherds shall feed themselves no more; for I will deliver My flock from their mouths, that they may no longer be food for them.”
Idk what's happening I feel as though I'm in the center of a tornado yet at this time while my husband is in the hands of some uncaring people there is one or two who do.. he is so so frail I told the nurses n welp the docs n the director of patient care that I believe the problem is ya never dealt with a patients Loved one n they just gasped I proceeded to tell them this here this here is the only Human I have in this world n I am his I want you to understand that I am like a fly on sh*z.. most of them just had this wide eye look..he now has five drains in..
To be honest this is what gets me I can find preachers teachers all over the place n yet not one elder that goes and see the sick..this is just mind boggling to me especially when they too are Spoken about in the Word.. idk I'm sure one can some up with many excuses why they are not needed but to be honest I could really use one..
No I don't attend the temples around here I was able to visit a few tho but if The Lord Spirit isn't there I can't return ya know.. I call the buildings temples until I can witness the church being a church..
Idk we r told we will know them by their fruits..
Is any sick among you? let him call for the elders of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord:
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