Hi GB4U,
Thank you for these posts; I've just liked each one of them. Here's one more verse for you - For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy
to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. Romans 8:18 NKJV.
9 out of 10 people, Christian or non that contemplate suicide, there has to be a mental health issue going on there so any readers of this thread that are having suicidal thoughts, get help immediately. It's worse still for a Christian with mental health problems because Satan loves to explore and exploit all our weaknesses by planting irrational doubts in their head about unpardonable sins and being outside of God's love and Jesus's salvation. Learn to distinguish between normal every day thoughts and irrational despondency thoughts, ignoring and archiving the latter. Focus instead upon the positive, God's love, Jesus's sacrifice, our Heavenly reward, God's gifts (Holy Spirit, Bible, church, brothers & sisters etc) and learn to trust and relax in God's love, protection, care and provision, remembering that God is all powerful and all loving to each of us individually.
Mental health is no different to other congenital problems such as diabetes, asthma, dermatitis etc. The route of most mental health problems is a chemical hormone imbalance; so to the reader with issues, go and get yourself sorted and with the correct medication you should be able to overcome this terrible condition.
Thank you for sharing and have a lovely day
@MedicBravo
In one of the papers I had on me when leaving the hospital, it was on the drug I was taking Risperidone, where it listed side effects and other information like not to be taken when having dementia. I did not have myself checked for that and wondered if taking it will exacerbate the problem as the paper warned since I am having problems with memory recall and comprehension because of the drug.
Since off the drug, I am better, but I find online search engine a list of links telling me they prescribe Risperidone to patients with dementia. Between the paper and the online search results, I find it hard to believe anything now from that field of help. Do they know what they are doing or is it purposefully misinformation or lack thereof like they are doing now with Covid 19 and the vaccines with the boosters for it?
Only God knows for sure, but regardless of the unknown, I can go to the Lord in prayer for help and peace of mind that He cares for me always and helps me not to worry about stuff like that or how people are helping themselves to my home at night.
Up late because I am hearing what sounds like a weeping or a long but low wailing moaning sound. Coming out of the bathroom, I had thought I had seen something like footsteps floating away from me into the computer room but went to bed. The sound persisted and so I got up to see if the Lord was wanting me to be on the computer for something. He has done this before in other ways like making me uncomfortable to go back to sleep with abdominal dull aches or pinches which also happened tonight and so I got up to go on the computer.
I do not know what it is or if it was the Lord this time directing me to go on the computer, because I do not see the just cause for why it could not wait till morning, but anyway... in case someone is in need..
Anyone contemplating suicide, no matter how bad it is or how you know it will get worse tomorrow, no matter how you believe no one can help you, go to the Lord in prayer and He will help you through whatever you are going through.
Romans 8:31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?
33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.
34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
1 Peter 2:19 For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God endure grief, suffering wrongfully.
20 For what glory is it, if, when ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? but if, when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is acceptable with God.
21 For even hereunto were ye called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that ye should follow his steps:
22 Who did no sin, neither was guile found in his mouth:
23 Who, when he was reviled, reviled not again; when he suffered, he threatened not; but committed himself to him that judgeth righteously:
24 Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed.
25 For ye were as sheep going astray; but are now returned unto the Shepherd and Bishop of your souls.
Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
13 Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.
14 Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession.
15 For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.
16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
1 Peter 4:19 Wherefore let them that suffer according to the will of God commit the keeping of their souls to him in well doing, as unto a faithful Creator.
Time for bed as I am hoping in the Lord that He has intervened so I can go to sleep in spite of that noise I am still hearing. I can zone out the constant ringing in my ears and ignore the other voices in my head of what I believe are people having access to my thoughts, and so He will help me to zone out this extra noise tonight. My heart goes out to anyone hurting tonight but the answer is the same and that is to go to Jesus Christ in prayer.